(05-21-2016 09:03 PM)mikado Wrote: Being reminded that you are ugly fucking sucks. Being high energy, life of the party etc, but having no girl approach you sucks.
Wondering if even liffting can fix my ugliness.
mikado,
For a woman, ugliness is deadly because it is unanswerable. A truly ugly woman is a piteous creature and something one doesn't want to think about too often.
For a man, ugliness is nothing more than a sharp insult delivered by life. It stings, like any real insult -- but a man has a thousand ways to insult life back.
You're a young man full of ambition and energy. You'll be fine. Turn the energies to account and turn whatever insults life has dealt you to account, but do not begrudge them. Do not be a grudge holder against life, just give it a good fight and after you win shake hands and laugh.
When an ugly man can laugh -- a deep laugh from the bottom of his belly -- he becomes beautiful. Remember that.
I do agree with what you said. And don't worry, I will still try to laugh at it, and lift, and move forward.
It's just that I am a bit drunk, and I remember all the quarantaines and mockery and indifference I had to face for 15 years (maybe even more, as I wasn't aware of it before), till now. All the rejections, the isolation, and the feelings I had when I would see objectively less intelligent/ less game aware people than me outperform me, all the people that would criticize, laugh at me, ignore me, like 99% of people at my school who would call me a creep, and try not to talk to me. In spite of learning game, dancing well, dressing sharp, being positive and sending positive vibes, seeing yourself ignored and not acknowledged will just remind you of all those years of failure and rejection. After so many rejections, you just have to accept reality as it is, and not be deluded by wishful thinking like "I will always find someone who finds me beautiful". You are ugly, just deal with it. Some people have cancer, some others are good looking, and I am ugly, that's life.
Don't worry, I'll be fine Thanks again, Lizard of Oz and the rest of the forum.
PS: you know, sometimes, a man just has to rant/cry about a situation. I will laugh at it tomorrow when I sober up.
(05-18-2016 05:27 PM)General Stalin Wrote: A2D looking to add more to his rvf scrap book. RP's girl's sweet nothings right next to BKs monster dong.
The plot thickenshardens.
(05-18-2016 05:02 PM)Anabasis to Desta Wrote: Day 189.
Red Pillage still hasn't posted the dirty stuff his girl has been saying in bed.
Hope is dwingling.
I'm seeing things and hearing voices.
Is this all even worth it?
One of the handful of all time greatest images. Some old school great painters -- like a Goya, say -- would be extremely jealous. Fuck, I want to bring some of these bad boyz back to life so they could do it full justice in a full dressed painting.
Anyone else find a song you love so you put it on repeat for a week and then you eventually find yourself listening to the song less and less until you're actively avoiding the song all together? God, I hate that.
(05-22-2016 09:55 PM)Mr Finish Wrote: I'm heading from Santa Barbara to SF to Sac. Any members on the way that want to meet up for a burger or some daygame would be more than welcome
(05-22-2016 09:55 PM)Mr Finish Wrote: I'm heading from Santa Barbara to SF to Sac. Any members on the way that want to meet up for a burger or some daygame would be more than welcome
Might want to look at the meetups forum section if you want to meet guys.
(05-21-2016 10:16 PM)mikado Wrote: Some people have cancer, some others are good looking, and I am ugly, that's life.
Everyone has to work with the hand they were dealt, and beauty is the ultimate ace, no need to sugarcoat it, being ugly stings and sucks, but if you're famous or rich it won't matter, so get to work.