Post: #101

This chick used to rub my dick through my pants every day on the way home from high school on the school bus for 2-3 months. Huge tits and hot. I was like 16 and had 0 idea what to do.... completely noob. maybe not beta but still embarrassing.

Christ. I didn't get laid until 5 years later...

Post: #102

Reading through my old posts in this thread. Man it's a shame that girl was cute and sweet maybe I needed to be more firm with her.

Post: #103

I did tons of beta shit lol.

But there was this young thin blond girl that was also into heavy metal like me.
We had a nice date (ofc i didnt escalate i was so fucking bad) and a week later, she went to a party just 10min from my apartment. I told her if she want, she can come to my place and sleep. She did. She was lying just in underwear in my bed and i just fucking cuddled her like a bitch. I couldnt sleep a minute this night. Ofc i didnt saw her again. Didnt know what i did wrong. I thought not to have sex wasnt that bad because it will put me to a nice guy and different from the bad boys. Oh boy!

Post: #104

On multiple occasions an attractive woman has eye fucked the shit out of me and I didn't do anything about it, my justification was only a slut would be that forward.

Sad. Glad I'm not that guy anymore.

Post: #105

(12-02-2014 04:18 AM)Rawmeo Wrote:  There is a thread about your "biggest date fuckup", but I didn't find anything about purely beta mistakes. I'd like to get examples of beta mistakes some people did in their early blue pill days.

I'll start with mine.

1) A girl told me "I do not have time to see you now; I will be busy in the near future. I'll let you know if plans change." This is a polite way to turn me down, but I answered, "Well, you work everyday, but after work you can have time. And weekends no?". Her: "I must also study on evenings. Sorry for that.". Me: "Well I can help you study, I know the subject too. I can help you and do part of your homework so you have time for me."
Beta level: ********

2) I bring a new girl to my pad for a "movie date" on early evening. She says when coming in the house, "Hello! But just to tell you, there will be no sex tonight.". Instead of simply ignoring that and pushing anyway, I said "So why did you come to my place alone on evening on a movie date then?". She got upset and left.
Beta level: ******

Haha, have done so many, cant even count. Too much logic and not enough lead straight to sex no questions asked.

Post: #106

(12-02-2014 09:42 AM)heavy Wrote:  Note: I'm assuming something providing for and living with your kid, ex-wife and her boyfriend in the same house is beta level 10/10.

Haha, is this for reals?

Post: #107

(12-04-2014 09:17 PM)DYST Wrote:  A girl I had known since middle school texts me one night and says she needs a place to stay for the night so I invite her over. I am still living at my parents house at the time im youngish still 19 so she knocks on my window and I let her it is already super late but she had brought some mikes hard lemonade thing so we shared that and I gave her my bed to sleep in. At the time I was a super nerd I chilled on the computer for a little bit while she was in my bed, looking back on that alone I was fucking up. Anyways I get off the computer and lay on the floor next to my bed to sleep and she wakes up and says her bra is hurting her and takes it off.

At this point I am staring at the condoms right beside my bed thinking I need to jump in on this but I felt that she trusted me enough to do that and sleep there and not worry I would try something stupid. To this day I regret not even trying it was such a perfect situation I just didn't want to weird a really old friend out. Worst part is I had been having a crush on this girl since I met her.

This is her and I kick myself all the time for missing my chance...

Haha, these stories get better and better. Shoulda Omegled your sex online so strangers can witness your awkward moments. Chicks dig kinky stuff.

Post: #108

(12-05-2014 01:30 PM)Dalaran1991 Wrote:  A lot of the stories here happen before you are game-aware or too young, I don't think they should count. We didn't know better back then. It's only once you've seen the truth yet still act clueless that merits some good-hearted shaming.

So I propose the challenge: Most beta thing you did post red-pill awakening. It might be even more embarrassing since we knew we knew better

I'll start. I have a thing for blonde. One of my first red-pill nights I was out at my dance venue sarging and picked up one smoking hot Sicilian mixed Kazakhstan blonde. It went SO FUCKING SMOOTHLY I thought I was dreaming. Within 10min I was making out with her and grabbing her boobs. My mind was racing and I couldn't breath. Within 20 min I think she said "well I don't have to go home tonight" And I froze at the spot because I didn't know what to do... For the most cursed moment of my life, my scumbag brain decided to say "Well that's great. We can dance a little bit more. Let me get back to my friends first"

Of course when I came back for her she already left....

I still beat my head against the wall to this day. I was so fucking stupid, despite having read the forum and stuff. All I needed to say was "let's go to my place for a few more drinks etc." Not even a complicated opener. And I fucking didn't.

Smooth like a dream, except it wasn't.

Post: #109

(12-07-2014 02:31 AM)younggun Wrote:  Drove a girl I was friendzoned with to another guy's house so they could make out after I picked her up from a party. Waited in my car fuming while they did, decided I'd take off. She calls me asking to pick her up and take her home, so I did. I get to this guy's house and she's making out with him against his garage, sat and waited for 5 minutes.

She gets in the car and I called the guy a faggot out my window and drove off. Because obviously he was being the faggot, not me.

I drive this girl home, yelling at her the whole time for doing that in front of me and putting me through that. She asked why it bothered me and I didn't even nut up and tell her I wanted her. Remained friendzoned with her for the rest of high school.

I've done some pretty beta shit, but that's the worst by a long shot. This forum is probably the greatest thing that's happened for me.

Ouch, the cringe is strong in this story

Post: #110

(06-06-2015 07:54 PM)alpha_i Wrote:  I've had too many beta moments to count over the years, but here's the one that got me so fed up with myself that I discovered Game and the manosphere:

Two years ago, I met a girl on OKCupid. She was 20, long legs, hot athletic body, and had just recently moved to my city. I had no problem "acting alpha" via online and text - before we met, I told her to send me nudes and she complied with zero resistance. We had a good time sexting, so eventually I told her I'd take her out for dinner the following weekend.

This girl showed all the signs of being a typical slut: tattoos, smokes cigarettes, tells me daddy abandoned her and her family when she was 10... And to top it all off, she grew up in a conservative Christian religion. It's obvious to me now that all of these characteristics raise the "slut" flag, but two years ago my naive self wasn't able to connect the dots so easily!

We meet at a mall - she is dressed in this tiny skirt and heels (and tells me later she's not wearing any panties). I get out of my car and give her an awkward hug, and can almost feel her pussy dry up. On the ride there I ask "can I hold your hand?" and I rub it up and down her thigh like a real creeper. We get to the restaurant and I keep telling her how beautiful she is, and how much money I make. We go for a walk and I lean in to kiss her a couple of times; she turns away. Then she says she needs to go home because all the mosquitoes outside are giving her bites. I drive her back to her car, give her another awkward hug, and after a few weeks of texting (the typical beta "how was your day babe?" texts) she flakes for good.

I cringe at how easy a lay this chick would have been if only I had had even a little game in person. Eek.

Haha, saliva in that pussy to get it moist again.

Post: #111

I once gave a girl a rose for valentines day in my final year of school without really knowing her that well, hoping that something would transpire after that. #LJBF

Post: #112

Oh God, this is gonna hurt... Keep in mind this was before I found sites like SoSuave or RVF, or started thinking for myself.

As a teen in the mid/late 90's, I sent a mixtape of sappy songs to a girl on Valentines, but I never followed up on that because I thought she'd come to me.
Just like in some goddamn Disney-romcom.
Needless to say, I waited for way too many goddamn years.
Really fucked up my teen years pining for (and "being faithful" to) one girl who as it turns out had hotter friends who'd apparently been interested in me.

In my early 20's, I was still asking my mom for advice on how to get the girl, 'cause I wasn't making progress with this other gal.
On my mothers suggestion, I wrote her a letter wherein I "expressed my true feelings". Just like in some goddamn Disney-romcom.
Later on, I started hearing stories about myself from mutual friends. Descriptions like "creepy", "stalker" and "mamas boy" were used.

All this and not once did the truth pop into my head because I believed in "Amor vincit omnia" like a Scientologist believes in their lore.


Ain't (beta) life grand?

Post: #113

I once gave expensive flowers to a girls I wasn´t banging. Of course I never banged her.

I did not break up with a girlfriend after she scream another guys name while orgasming. I stayed with her for 5 months after this happened, unbelievable.

Post: #114

(07-31-2017 03:32 PM)Palo_alto Wrote:  I did not break up with a girlfriend after she scream another guys name while orgasming. I stayed with her for 5 months after this happened, unbelievable.

Post: #115

Forgive and tell my ex-girlfriend it was all right she desired other men, and it was fine to think about banging other dudes. Told her it was all right to make out with one of her coworkers in his apartment while I was working like a mule, and assure her that I still loved her with all my being and I would always love her. Give her permission to fuck with any guy she wanted since we were in an 'open-minded' relationship and things can't go wrong since men are women are 'equal'. Go figure. She broke up with me 2 months after all of this.

Other than that, cry like a baby in front of girls in highschool. Give them presents and chocolates (advised by my mom). Told them they were the most beautiful creatures ever created. Getting on my knees begging one bitch to not leave me. The same bitch I got on my knees for, refused to fuck me for a year. I actually never fucked her. That's most of it, but i'm sure there's more.

I'm sorry guys, I know this is cringeworthy, but I had to let it all out.

However, Good news are my blue-pill rehab has taken one year to help me achieve the following:

-Improve my mood and push depression back to the point I'm defeating it.
-I've worked out for the first time in my life.
-Work on my goals and defeat negative thougths.
-Made my first cold approaches. I need to improve on this.
-I kissed and made out with several girls while dancing, i used to think this was impossible.
-I got my first redpill game bang and multiple prospects.
-Improved my relationship with my father and brother.
-Improved my relationship with my mom. She's been shit testing me all my life. Shit tests are necessary.
-Lots of things have improved in my life overall.
-Even my dogs treat me better.

That's it people, I hope you know there's hope for blue-pill men.

PS: I have a date set for wednesday with a dyed-hair femenist nonetheless really hot colombiana. We've been sexting all this weekend. So I hope I can see you guys on the 'I just had sex' thread.

Post: #116

I was a Beta!

I was brainwashed though.
You see, I am the only boy out of four kids (I got three sisters), and I am the youngest one, that meant plenty of pampering from my mom and my sisters.

My dad was a prick, he was never around. So who did I turn to for guidance on how to be a man? To my beta white male school teachers!

What happened to me?
I was indoctrinated by them to believe that women are unique special creatures, you must cater to them, work hard to impress them, and pray so that a miracle can happen and they can fall for you!

When I hit puberty I started to crave female companionship. So I started hitting on the girls in my school. Sadly I was always rejected, I even went as far buying flowers to a girl who threw them on my face. I would write poems, songs and more for girls I liked only to be told I am a creep! and then see them run to the arms of some douchebag in the room.

Yep. I was a fucking beta loser!

At the age of 19 I had already figured out girls liked the bad guys. And there I was, 19, a virgin, and stuck in NYC.

After highschool I got a job working for a hispanic man, we would go to Queens and fix apartments that belonged to the county, it was public housing.

One time we went into this puerto rican woman's house. She was 40 and a milf. Her husband was in the Army and she was home alone for the next months. I noticed that she would check me out here and there, she would make jokes about how good of a job I do, and how she wonders if I do everything else like that. (I was such a fucking beta this would have no context in my head). All I could think of it was how much I wish I could get a girlfriend, and for me it mean the teenage skinny white bitches from around my house.

One time I was horny as hell, and the puerto rican woman left her panties in the room I was painting. (Now I realize she did it on purpose). I saw them and started to rub them against my dick, she came and told me it was cool. (I was scared as fuck for my job), however she told me she wanted to suck my dick (very openly) and everything started for me!

That woman taught me how to do everything! She also did everything you can imagine to me!

I saw her for about 8 months. Incredible chemistry! One time I banged her seven times in one day!

She then recommended to me that I joined the army. It'd give me the chance to get the fuck out of the US and see the world! And so I did.

The best thing ever!

I realized how much women outside of the US value me being a good looking young fit white guy!

I banged women in South America, Europe, Asia left and right. (Ironically never a US-American)

One time in the US i went to a club and this white chick was all attention whoring, I said why not, let me hit that American apple pie. (Dissappointing, she had a lose pussy, acted like a slut, generic sex)

From that moment on I started to bang American women more frequently and realized they suck, literally!

So my focus became women from abroad! I do not give American women the time of the day!

Today I am 32, I know what I want, how I want it and when I want it. If it doesn't work for me, then screw it! I am direct and I had pussy overdose so I do not bend over backwards for any bitch! That makes an alpha and women detect it and chase me around.

Now I have teenage newphews and I tell them openly what the deal is like! Good thing is they all got fathers who are pretty much in agreement with me!

Post: #117

From 16 (first bang) to 25 (started an LTR with a solid 8 who was down for whatever in bed and could bake, never looked back), I managed to pull a weird mix of sociopathically alpha moves and some weirdly confused beta moves. Most of the latter stemmed from being thrown by the Disney narrative. I knew what I wanted and didn't feel bad taking it, but also had the reward system backwards.

Probably the worst one was getting casual sex going with a cougarish, fit, finance exec ten years older who was cheating on her boyfriend and trying to be boyfriend material to her instead of the near-emotional abuser she wanted. In retrospect, she gave me signals about what she wanted and I knew full-well what she was like but just wasn't ready to snap out of what I'd been told in childhood. I could have had a free place to crash in NYC while rawdogging her whenever I'm in town. Dumb, and she was so polite about me being dumb because I had laid the pipe properly, too.

She's married to a guy who wears sweaters and glasses with two kids now and recently started systematically liking every picture of me on Instagram.

To my knowledge, I was only cheated on once.

To my knowledge.

Post: #118

(08-01-2017 07:05 AM)Jetset Wrote:  To my knowledge, I was only cheated on once.

Could be worse.

To my knowledge, I've never been cheated on.

Post: #119

I was a shy virginal kid at college. I was there for two weeks when I met this American chick in the computer lab one night. About a 7 and from the Midwest (she was studying abroad for a year; I'm in the UK).

We went out one Friday night. No escalation on my part. The next night she invites me round, cooks me a meal, and then invites me into her room.

I did nothing.

We sat on her bed and I did nothing.

As I left her that night, as I waited for a cab, I asked if I could kiss her goodnight.

Just totally pathetic.

Thankfully I did end up losing my virginity about two weeks later to a cute little Asian, but still.

Post: #120

Aha, there were a couple of beta moments I could think off, and which are part of my skeletons in the closet.

When I was 25 and studying abroad, I met this spanish girl in a party. She was CUTE, like an 8.5. So we start making out in the club, next thing I know we´re heading to my dorm (never gave her an excuse, just took her out of the party and started walking towards my place with my arm around her). We get to my place, I start kissing her and I have her finally naked in my bed. You might haved think I closed the deal right? Wrong!!! her LMR was that she had just finished with her boyfriend, and she didn´t feel ready to have sex with another guy (while she was lying naked in my bed). So i played the "I respect you" card and did not have sex with her....I should have known better.

My second beta moment was this year...although you will judge if it qualifies like that. I met for drinks with this girl that has a 10 body, but a 6 face. We went to my house in the beach (40km south of where I live) to have some cocktails while watching the sunset. We start making out, and I take her to my bedroom, all the while she keeps saying that she didn´t want to have sex that day (although she was in her underwear in my bed). The thing is that the previous night and that morning I had been banging another chick...so I was kinda dry as hell and feeling a bit lazy about initiating sex again when I wasn´t "fully" recovered. So yeah, I "respected" her and didn´t close the deal (of course, that chick dissapeard....didn´t get to bang her).