Post: #1

Greetings,

I have been more or less abscent for a while concerning mostly my plan for taking my master number two while doing the PhD, but in stepping down from massive dating I just noticed my game slipping in the term that I can see that Ive gone prone to the usual "girl game".
First listening to my "girlfriends" for dating advice especially since they all have been rejected by me in the past isnt a killer move, but I really didnt pay enough attention to it ..but its being careless and naive that gives you "male bitch shield" acces to female BS. Been seeying this smashing blonde and I knew she was trouble, reminded me of my ex and hydro´s teory about the fucked up ones (borderline etc) is the ones game works best on... thats true IMO. I fucked her on first date, so many negs from her, so much Im not gonna kiss you fuck you etc.. but she was on/off all the time and when I grew cold and ignored her and her texts, she eventually grew so hot, that she had to see me (like three times). Worst part is that I just know how to turn these girls on, even though another part of me turn into something far too sensible and understanding for these types of bitches.. deep down there is some psycho loving little boy inside me thinking crazy ass hoes is matches for serious relationships...

If you got the cure for that, let me know

Which really fuck me up if Im not keeping the shield up, never give them anything never for one second believe anything feel anything but lust for them and just take it for what it is..nothing but entertainment...

ITs so old school Angelo.. we want what eludes us.. and I just more and more know fuck whatever comes out of the mouth of these bitches friends or not... I might not have a big love for you guys, but I would rather team with any random guy in here for having my back than any female...

Anyways ends off the story she wants to see me bad and goes all emo about me not answering yesterday morning, so I answer ok..sounds fine.. the evening she blows me off with "not having time because of new work scheduele and really no excess energy to put into dating"

Anyways big probs to me for pulling this class of bitch of the net and her spending 300 bucks to fuck me

Post: #2

Well idk what to tell you. You can tell people you once charged a hot bitch 300 dollars to have sex with you..

this is offtopic but my xbox live name is A No Fat Chicks. guess that makes me a member of that club

Post: #3

Well it was more her train tickets ..but whatever I wish I had a full body photo.. her body is great.. but I guess the face tells enough.. its Kona´s "Say no to fat chicks club, Im just a regular member trying to live up to the masters word"

She is still fucking around with me and wanna show me around when I move to Copenhagen.. but Im gonna ignore her until she start calling me again begging for it... god I hate those crazy bitches.. love hates love.. kinda thing ..

Post: #4

What is it you're asking?

Post: #5

I dont want anything, to be left alone so I can pursue my selfrealization goals is perfect.. havent been doing much gaming lately just because I dont feel for it much anyways...

but in this scenario I just want the power from fucking her.. everything is about sex except sex which is about power.. you will learn soon enough kid

Post: #6

Power is the small man's pursuit. If you're into self-realization you gotta learn that first. Being "mean" doesn't make you tough. I'm a little surprised to hear this from you based on other posts of yours I've read. Plus, no offense but, she looks like she is in her 30s and well past her prime.

Post: #7

Power is a bi-product of other traits of your personality - well-being and confidence. Power is synonamous with self-esteem.

Confidence you get from moving outside your comfort zone, well-being from self-nuturing and doing those specific things that some other poster linked to in here, like staying true to yourself, meeting your goals, spoiling yourself.

Of course, all that is hard to do when you're stuck to a wheel chair like Quasi That's probably how he met the girl... sympathy fuck. All is revealed.

Post: #8

She is def. past her prime, but Im also in my 30´s but I disagree that power is a bi-product, happiness is a bi-product.. power is just a focus point.. my self-realization isn´t so much all the looking in to beat my addiction 10 years ago, had my years with that and it always get to a point of frustration, which is really because some things are more meant to be accepted and lived than, accepted by other people...

Fine if you succumb into the general opinions about right/wrong etc... we are all different our goals are different and level of ambition is different, there is nothing more boring IMO than people who strive to be on the side of the majority rather than able to synthesize their own thoughts from the empiri of reality.. I know its comfort to live if the shadow of the majoritys ignorance but its also to pity the potential of every human being, but every one of us has that social proof part of us.. some more than rest.. and thats why people will lie even to blend in..that proven..

I just know myself well enough to know that I like power, if you like being social or the love of your family first, fine with me, Im not gotta tell you your a small man, Im gonna tell you that your too quick to pass judgement of that you do not understand.

There is no single truth to life, there is no higher happiness than as you probably meant living up to your ideals and basic view of the construct of reality.

People get all upset about power.. and its not even that big a word, what it is for me, it to be able to do more of what I want when I want... if that means fucking a beautiful women at my time and disposal so what..

Fisto if your bouncer brain can cope please go read some Harry Browne "How I found freedom in an unfree world" then come back to lecture me.


Its straight to the matter about what I think about power... its not so quite unlike freedom except freedom, but less naive.

A male without power, is no male at all in my reality... but it sources can be many and what makes it interesting, for me it all boils to rocketfuel for a choister lifestyle

Post: #9

Maybe we need a thread about power, but I don't understand what you mean by "power" as a focus point?

Are you talking about power over others, power over yourself?

Post: #10

Power to travel, power to be free of having a "rat race job" power to obtain seduce fuck beautiful women, power to help me family, power to be a resource and capacity for my friend and people I love and like..

Either your a product and slave to other peoples choices or your own, you will always offcourse have to "bend over" to get fucked in the ass by someone (metaphorical speaking) but who gives it to you and how long can be your choice and if you plan long time, you might.. just might eventually get more of the good, good stuff, because you have worked your way into being about to have power/freedom to make more of the ideal choices of your dreams..

Offcourse the word power is very "fluid, fluffy, undefined" and therefore might stir all kinds of associations..
Really in my thinking all the planning, working hard and thinking creative all boils down to give me better choices/more power...

Seducing women is no job for men who have it.. its aphrodisiac no1 in my book.. offcourse certain drugs might be able to produce better results

Sexy beautiful women have it..power.. the love it and use it.. men fall into their frame and try to get closer to it, works the same way around with females..

Post: #11

If you're a man in pursuit of power, that means you don't have it. Hope you find what you're looking for.

Post: #12

Your not worth trying to explain the point, since your either not able to get it, or just wanting hard to be a douchebag. Your argumentation is false...

If your argument to be true, you either have power or dont...

Its like either your wrong or I am right...


According to your mindless statement therefore all people with power doesn´t pursue power...hmm is this how the world works.. have you ever seen a powerfull person not wanting more... no and why not because its part of a certain personality structure..thats why....





There a degress to anything and within the frame of each life you have a potential... Im obviously throwing pearls at swine here, but so be it, I also have a very nice book about learning to argue that you should read

Post: #13

Throwing out the namecalling huh? WTF? You call that making a good argument, it just shows me that you're exactly the type of person I'm talking about. Want me to post that asskissing pm you sent me?

A person with power who pursues more power doesn't perceive they have enough, which is the same as not having any because they feel inadequate.

Chasing power is for insecure pussies. I'm done with this.

You think you can condescend to me because you think I'm a bouncer? Interesting.

Post: #14

(01-06-2011 04:58 PM)Fisto Wrote:  Want me to post that asskissing pm you sent me?

Post: #15

Fisto Doesnt matter what I think you just dont get it and thats a proven fact.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunning%E2%...ger_effect

Goes as explanation why incomptent ppl voluntary expose their ignorance in public.

Anyways to get back on topic I banged her again this weekend at her place.. was thinking about how tense females sometimes are on their "turf" but this one was really easygoing and relaxed.. nice ..