Well, found something to definitely destroy the urge. Buddy sent me an efukt link. Dude had a stilleto stomped up his urethra, bled everywhere then came.

Never jacking off again with that image to stop me.

Respect to those who are single and don't cave in after a few days. Never could go without at least 2 days when single. Now with baby momma drama, my libido is at an all time low and don't even feel like it, weeks go by. Trade-off is desire to see 12 month baby develop as healthy as possible. Really could use exercise and nights out to go hunting. At work there is plenty of day-game friendly banter but nothing serious.

Starting DAY 1

Went out last night. Day 4 or 5 of Nofap.

I'm usually a good talker and do fine with coming up with the right responses on the spot. But yesterday there was a noticeable difference. Not to mention I was more at ease socially.

It could be placebo to an extent, I don't know. But the effect is there. I wonder if it's even stronger later on; it's been a long time since I've done a long streak, so I don't remember.

Just got a blowjob from a girl and kicked her out cause I didn't feel like sex after. This is the second girl I've been with after a long dry streak since I've started no fap. It only keeps getting better and better. What a way to celebrate day 35.

Jesus, this is not going to get easier, not one bit. I feel like a 16 year old boy again, when I used to jerk off a ridiculous number of times a day, even when I would see my girlfriend. Had the youngest girl for the whole weekend, I ended up giving her brushes everywhere. Ridiculous. Now I've been alone for the whole afternoon and I'm considering calling the other one. I won't though, I want some control over my desire. But really, this is ridiculous. I thought I would achieve perfect control after 90 days, well I'm at 87 days and this is not easier. Sure, I know how to fight it, but I don't think the urges will subside. I don't know why I was expecting it though, really doesn't makes sense. Exams are coming, so I will have a good way to invest all this energy. On the other side of the coin, I will have less time to see these girls, as they will be studying too! I will have to make good use of all the things I've learned.

Keep going strong guys!

(05-14-2017 02:05 PM)ExploringReality Wrote:  Sure, I know how to fight it, but I don't think the urges will subside. I don't know why I was expecting it though, really doesn't makes sense.
Keep going strong guys!

For the urges to subside, try a vegetarian diet. Meat, including chicken, fish, is a major aphrodisiac. You will be calm as a SEA cow...

69 days in.

I really want to get to 90 but man, the past few days have been tough.

Went out Friday and Saturday, got a few make outs and prospects, but no sex.

Woke up Sunday morning having ejaculated all over my underwear from a wet dream. (In the dream, I busted just from a girl kissing me. )

Sunday night I was supposed to have a plate come over but she cancelled on me last minute.

I'm just about ready to explode here but I really don't want to break the streak.

Keep going Ringo. Your balls will thank you.

Think of how terrible you'll feel after and all that time gone. That's what usually gets me to stop thinking about it.

Haven't gotten laid for about a month or so since my last gf, and while my desire to get laid isn't disappearing, general motivation in life is dwindling, so I'm making these next few months a "get testosterone levels up and get back on track with life" period. Gonna be squatting, deadlifting, and moving weights in general, eating zinc and as much meat as I can, reading important texts for men and masculinity, and most importantly, not fapping.

Been on cruise control for too long and a lot of changes need to happen in my life. Gonna start with the simple things that make the biggest difference, while trying to reform some of my old good habits and generally allow myself to feel like I have control over my life. Been really struggling through some mental issues lately and I think the best plan of attack to deal with this is to just forget about everything else and just work on me for a while.

Wish me luck

I haven't posted in this thread or participated seriously in challenge for a while. But lately I have decided to do "30 days of discipline" and part of it is nofap challenge so I am back in the game.

At this moment I am in day 3 of at least 30, and as often lately, when I lasted at least two days, my dreams became really vivid or better almost lucid, very often disturbing, but because I realize that I am in a dream I participate in whatever my mind creates with joy, can't say that I was not creeped out by what my brain enjoys to think of.

So at this moment I have motivation not only for these two challenges but also because I am curious what I will dream of following nights, I will post here more or less regularly to update my status and I am also thinking of returning to my past habit of noting what I dreamt about so I could share it in some other threads.

(05-01-2017 04:53 PM)ksbms Wrote:  

(04-28-2017 06:38 AM)ksbms Wrote:  

(04-27-2017 07:01 PM)Mercenary Wrote:  

(04-27-2017 06:50 PM)ksbms Wrote:  It'll be 21 days in 12 hours. My personal best.

Congratulations.
Feels good doesn't it ?
When you get to day 21...do another 5 days, then post back here.

No, my balls ache But nofap serves a more 'splendid' purpose.

I'm 3+ weeks in, I don't feel like choking the chicken, I feel my drive subsided but not to the level it would after choking the chicken. I generally stopped watching porn long time ago, with occasional bouts but I don't actually feel much need now. However, when I see sexy girl out and about, I feel urge to talk to her and as soon as I get one on a date, I'll be aggressively moving things forward, instead of being chill.

Fapped after exactly 28 days. My libido went too low, and my past 6 months experience suggests, doing it (if I don't get laid and currently I don't) in that time, between once, twice, thrice, of in the last instance every fourh weeks, re-invigorates it.

I watch some porn but it's a bit tumblr stuff or look up some tasteful nsfw tumblr. It's more to stimulate body pro-sex than to release myself.

However, on the whole, I see benefits of highly limited frequency of fapping to episodes when I feel that my sex drive subsides, 'subsidised' with little to no visual stimulation.

It seems to me that a sweet spot is around 2 weeks in, though.

All right.

Day one. No fap, no porn.

Psychological tip for y'all that's worked for me. Count backwards instead of forwards.

Goal is 30 days. Start at day 30. 30,29,28,27,etc. Once you get to one, continue the challenge. 60,59,58,etc

Working backwards stimulates the brain to continue on and finish. Think of any countdowns. T-Minus 10 seconds until the bomb blows up, blah blah blah.

Going from 1 until whenever doesn't psychologically feel like you're about to complete a task. 1,2,3,4, that shit is frustrating. But if you start backwards, the numbers keep you motivated.

Try it, and test it at the very least.

12 days in.

Day 1 again, failed on day 4.

Drunk some beers and saw pic from one of those porn movies that made me break my will.
Still aiming at 30.

Day 1 boys, I'm pumped.

Gave in last night, 35 days in. Felt immense regret right after. What caused me to relapse was knowing that I made it past a month, and at some point in the future I'll probably look at porn so why not now. Also didn't have a girl around so that messed things up.

Starting at day one again, this time I'm going long. Need to make sure I aim for longer and longer no fap periods, and get a harem going so I feel less tempted.

Back to day one, fuck this is hard. Going to focus on that dark empty pit I felt in my stomach after I caved. Guys, if you've got a streak going, cherish it.

I had a nightmare where I dream that I masturbated. Jesus christ how bad I felt in the dream. Funny thing: one of the plates, the one that was trying me to cave in, has started nofap too. My frame just saved a ho from the terrible sin of onanism. I'm waiting for the Vatican to give me some kind of cool title. Checking the mail every morning.

10 days.

Personal record so far.

(05-23-2017 04:40 AM)ExploringReality Wrote:  Funny thing: one of the plates, the one that was trying me to cave in, has started nofap too. My frame just saved a ho from the terrible sin of onanism. I'm waiting for the Vatican to give me some kind of cool title. Checking the mail every morning.

Keep that up and they will probably nominate you as a NoFap exorcist.

I will ask the Vatican to send you some holy water to spray on your girl when her masturbation demons become too powerful:

(05-23-2017 04:40 AM)ExploringReality Wrote:  Funny thing: one of the plates, the one that was trying me to cave in, has started nofap too. My frame just saved a ho from the terrible sin of onanism. I'm waiting for the Vatican to give me some kind of cool title. Checking the mail every morning.

Hell yes.



I'm still riding the train. I haven't gotten laid in a while (long story), but I've gotten to day 217. I've passed "the hump" and I'm confident I can make it to 365.

I did have a slipup this weekend, where for the first time on this streak, I binge-watched porn for a few hours. It was terrible, afterward I reflected on how much time I wasted, and how bad my brain felt. I didn't masturbate but that's besides the point, I fell.

It was a classic trigger too - being hungover and horny. There is nothing like good sex (or porn) to energize you, get those hormones raging, when you're hungover. Last Friday I took pretty big L from a chick, so of course I came home late and didn't sleep well, drunk angry and horny.

We live, we learn. I know this is one of my weak spots, I'll continue to grow.

I feel bad for the next girl to receive my load. It's been weeks.

hard to get back into Nofap after my 90 day streak.

I always relapse when im asleep but half conscious. I have the willpower to not jerk it when im fully conscious tho lol.