Post: #101

It was there for me since I first started fucking, however I eventually got married, then divorced at a young age and realized women were dogs just as much as men. It got much worse after that.

Post: #102

I had problems with "nice guy syndrome" (still comes outs every now and then) which led to being friendzoned.... I had issues with getting respect from the women I desired. I just wasnt on their radar and had to change that and lastly.. I just wanted to sleep with more women. I think someone who has experience with lots of women will make a better decision in choosing a wife in the long run.

Post: #103

A girl I loved so much dumped me about 12 years ago and I got into the game because I only wanted a girlfriend, with I could have plenty of sex with. Right now, I don't know if I should thank her fur dumping me and allowing me to discover game.

Post: #104

Beginning of uni, wanted to get laid more.

Post: #105

I had a hot blond girlfriend named Jen when I was two years old. She lived next to us in faculty housing. My parents have pics of us kissing and taking baths together. One day I told he we were going to get married one day and she said know. Apparently I hit her on the head with my old skool tonka truck. Those things were solid back then and made of metal. I am suprised she didn't need stitches. I don't remember any of this it is all related to me by my Mother. My older brother bought me my first prostitute when I was 12. I had already had GF's but just kissing and hunching going on. Started getting laid on my own in Middle school. Growing up where I did it wasn't that hard.

Post: #106

I had a 7 year LTR (and a severe case of oneitis), she decided to end it. After seeing, from a red pill perspective, how things (and my behaviour) really were I can almost sympathize with that bitch...

Post: #107

I was tired of my terrible results with women.

The single event was in November 2009. I went to a bar one Saturday night and approached 4 or 5 different groups of women and got rejected by all of them within 5 minutes. That was "the straw that broke the camel's back" for me. It was the breaking point of all the years of disappointment and rejection that I had. I was 24 at the time, never had a girlfriend. I only had laid one girl (and she did 80% of the work). I had been rejected by every girl I liked and even if the girl liked me, I did not have the skills to close the deal. I went on five dates or less a year. Something was fundamentally wrong with me and I had to change. I still don't have the results I want but looking back, I am totally different from myself in November 2009, so that's good at least.

Post: #108

I suffered from chronic pain for several years (neuropathy secondary to a CNS infection), and no opportunity to get laid as some days it was a struggle to simply get out of bed.

I realized the pain medications weren't really solving anything, so I dumped them to see if my body could heal. It took longer than I wanted, withdrawal was miserable, but it eventually did. Not every day is pain free even now, I still get flareups sometimes, and I've even pushed through the pain to go on dates, because I realize these days I have to take the shot when I have the opportunity and often don't have the luxury to wait around until the next day when things die down. But most days I run at least 70% of "normal", and there's been a steady improvement in my energy level over the past year as well. At this point I feel that if I have to live the rest of my life just where I am now in recovery, it would be completely acceptable.

So the reason is simple: for I long time I couldn't. And now I can, and I am.

I told one of my more "red pill" aware friends from college over the Internet (I don't actually know whether he's read anything, he still does dumb things with women, but he wouldn't react with horror if I told him I was banging multiple girls) about some of my online game adventures. He said "Shit! Where do you get the energy for all that?"

The most important lesson: humans are pretty resourceful and adaptable. Almost no situation is hopeless, and you might be surprised how easy it is to bounce back from even some of the darkest places (drug abuse, prison, etc.) once you get your head on right and start making a serious concerted effort at this life thing.

Post: #109

I got caught up getting friendzoned by women I desired, and realized the nice guy act was really for the birds. I also realized women run as much/more game than men, and the nice beta guys always take their bait.