Post: #1

I'm inclined to say that I'm of the latter, however, especially after ingesting the red pill over and over again, I would say that the general world views fresh ex-beta's as enemies. I am no longer a cog in the system, a serf in the slave-order. Although I am not disconnected completely, I will no longer put up with the agenda, the feminism, the fags, the blind white knights, the PC, you name it.

The problem is that the other side has the power of the law and clinical psyches (psychologists and psychiatrists) are ever beckoning to the will of their liberal masters. What is seen as insane may very well be just the way things used to be, that now under this false light of 21st century progressivism casts an unwelcome shadow.

What would you do if you were in a predicament for the established order is trying to make you look insane, or at least abnormal? In my case I'm being evaluated by military mental health, which is a complete joke, and I think they just labeled me with a personality disorder for confessing my hatred of fags, trannies, tattoos, equalism, women in the military, cuckolding to israel, muslim immigrants, white guilt, etc. I just don't give a fuck anymore lol.

What do you guys feel? Are you insane? Or just out of place in today's world.

Post: #2

You sound full of beta rage, and not like an ex-beta. And you sound like Jean Valjean.

I hope you get the help you need, you sound very angry with the world. Picking your battles in life is important for mental sanity. For example, tattoes have been around for thousands of years, it makes no sense why they should piss you off so much. So you don't like them on women, so what? Avoid women with tattoes. End of issue, no need to be upset. The fact that you think this type of thing you should be telling to mental health professionals is very telling of your mental state.

Post: #3

Yeah I guess you're right man. What is a man supposed to feel about all this nasty shit in our world then, indifference?

Post: #4

No, he's supposed to see opportunity.

Post: #5

Well, I was honest. It's hard for me to see opportunity anywhere right now. But it's always out there right?

Post: #6

Ah Mental Health. . . Those people suck. When I was first introduced to the Red Pill culture I also felt some type of way but I have since changed. I reflect often on the best parts of my life and things I hope to experience in the future, I do this to keep myself in good spirits and I recommend the same thing for you. Don't worry about the world and all of it's problems, worry about your life and the people closest to you.

I hope it works out with Mental Health and that you get yourself out of this rut that you're in.

Post: #7

There has and always will be fucked up shit in the world. The best you can do is take control of your own life with the cards you are dealt. Getting worked up over shit you can't control doesn't do anyone any good.

Post: #8

Go watch a world war 2 documentary and reflect on how pathetic your first world problems are.

Post: #9

Lets put opportunity into perspective shall we. Opportunity is the ability to go to a completely different part of the city that you've never been too just because you can and chat up a stranger. Opportunity is the fact that events for every activity are listed right in front of your eyes on the Internet. Opportunity is the fact that every decision you could possibly make at any turn could lead to a different outcome.


Living in a world without opportunity is impossible. Get the fuck out there and close.

Post: #10

What Is the status of your current living conditions, income, diet, exercise regime, and sex life?

Your previous post have mostly been rants about gays/tattoos/pc culture/betas/red pill/etc. You greatly exaggerate the extent of those issues, let them bother you way too much, and seem to pride yourself as more intelligent and in touch with reality (that reality being your perceived reality) than everyone else.

i would originally believe you were in the initial "disillusioned" stage of accepting the red pill and are having emotional stress with the transition of accepting such new concepts. However, you have claimed to digest the red pill "over and over again".

You most likely have a personality disorder. You need help. The good thing is that your in the right place. You have to want to be helped though. When you get to that point please post a thread.

Post: #11

(05-28-2017 07:48 PM)IstillLoveVistaBaby Wrote:  What do you guys feel? Are you insane? Or just out of place in today's world.

I don't know why I'd ask this question. There are third options. I have my thoughts about most of the topics you're concerned with, but they have little impact on my daily life and I'm sure that if I was preoccupied with the architecture of society and the choices of people who don't mean anything to me and who I'll never meet, that it'd raise some flags with a mental health professional.

I agree with Atomic's post above mine, that if you are being diagnosed with a personality disorder, it's possible that it is only because you fit the diagnostic criteria, not because of anyone's "liberal masters". You express a lot of anger and blame, and even what might be considered paranoia. There's not a lot of insight or reflection there.

I'm just throwing it out there, but is it possible that you're simply consuming too much news and taking it too seriously? There has been "nasty shit in the world" from the beginning of time, but what is new is that it's so easy for us to find out about it and wallow in the details, even to make a neurotic sport out of masturbating ourselves to emotional climax about things that are often just speculative.

Post: #12

I would say it's just information overload man. Like TooFineAPoint and Comte said there is a lot of opportunity out there but it's hard to see when we are constantly being bombarded with information from every angle. It's designed to distract us. To take our attention away from real self-improvement and advancing our own position. There have been studies that show when people have too many options and too much information to sort through, it basically shuts down the decision making process and people end up instead doing nothing.

I think the forum, along with consuming too many red pills can be it's own source of information overload as well. When you are constantly reminded that the culture around us is degenerating, i.e.

Quote:fags, trannies, tattoos, equalism, women in the military, cuckolding to israel, muslim immigrants, white guilt, etc

You become crippled by all the different angles. Our attention is so divided it is hard to process it all.. How to even decide what problems are important, worth taking action against, versus what is just a waste of energy.

There is always another red pill rabbit hole to go down, and chasing the truth for too long just causes us to shut down and instead do nothing but consume more information. I have experienced similar.

My advice take a break from the forum, return of kings, whatever red pill blogs and sites you follow, youtube, etc. No politics for a month or two. I think a short detox like this could really help your mental state.

edit: to answer your question, no you are not insane and do not need psych meds and shit... you are just out of place in todays world. But instead of feeling like an outcast, angry, etc, try to reframe it as being a positive thing, i.e. the wolf among sheep

Post: #13

I am in perfect position to deal with today's world specifically due to my [non-clinical] insanity.

Post: #14

The end of Pink Floyd: The Wall is equivalent to overdosing on red-pills.





In the end you have to get beyond simply diagnosing the ills of society and deciding how to make the most of your life in spite of it. If you wallow too much in negativity then you just become another brick in the wall.

Post: #15

This is certain stage, you might experience even "depression" and that the world around you lost all the sense. But sooner or later, if you do a few smart decisions you will realise, that there is still a way for you to live in current world with clear mind and cleansed of the inner hatred. You might still live and more or less don't cross any lines of law etc. you might decide to go and break the law, but there is still quite a few options what to do and not just to choose depression or doing something illegal, that you might not get out of.
There are still many ways but you just got to look for them and mainly not be afraid to take that opportunity and get the most of it.

This is something that more materialistic characters simply cannot rely.

You have woken up in a world that everything is going against your beliefs, accept it and be proud.

Welcome brother.

Post: #16

Channel the energy of your hatred to self-improvement and you can laugh at all those cunt all you want, you will be on the top of the world.

Post: #17

Thanks for the replies. I guess some of you guys pointed out some things I wasn't aware of. There is too much out there beyond our control. I let it consume me. I've taken the red pill but haven't digested it yet because I still let all this meaningless shit bother me. I believe that I do have a personality disorder, but I'm not a loony. Eventually I rub everyone the wrong way, friends, family, what have you. The people I've known the longest and still talk to I keep my distance from, at least to an arm's length.

The problem is I'm still stuck in the military and having to deal face to face with blue pill shit on a daily basis doesn't make for a good way to find opportunity. There are no opportunities, even with Trump in the office nothing changed. PC culture just doubled down. Dealing with the military when you are doing your best to become red pill is virtually impossible.

I've been trying to establish a second source of income but failing miserably at it, I can't rely on the dismal pay from the military anymore.

Post: #18

You're not insane, you see past the bullcrap and aren't easily gaslit. You're clearly in the anger stage of taking the red pill, though, that's probably why your posts come across as a little unhinged. But as long as you improve yourself...no harm, no foul.

Calm thyself, first of all. The West has been in a state of collapse for quite a while now, and it's been going on since the end of World War I, arguably. Work on yourself before you work on society.

Find a good hobby, maybe even one that you throw yourself into and get up at 5 AM to pursue. Get some like-minded friends, stop talking to those who aren't an asset to you. Maybe take a short dating hiatus - when I was in my obsessed-with-women stage, every red pill I took was a shock to my system, and I strained multiple friendships when ranting about it.

Post: #19

Guys, 90% of us went through the "redpill" disillusionment phase.

OP, stay strong, find something you love and enjoy and do that. The rage will pass and you will see the opportunities out there.

Post: #20

Post: #21

(05-28-2017 08:22 PM)Repo Wrote:  You sound full of beta rage, and not like an ex-beta. And you sound like Jean Valjean.

There are a million different blue pills out there by which men get played for chumps, and there tends to be an anger phase when they unplug. But the degree to which you're impacted depends on what you were involved in to begin with.

For example, if society tells you, "The political system is open for everyone to participate in by speaking their mind freely," if that turns out to be a lie, it might not matter to you, if you had no interest in politics to begin with. Same thing with the shrinks having conflicts of interest and biases in favor of those in power; if you have no interaction with shrinks, it might not matter to you.

The idealist will get angry and say, "I'm going to tell the whole world about how this whole system is rotten and full of lies!" This is because he's still idealistic to believe that anyone cares enough to make it worth the consequences of speaking out. Those idealists who are in the anger stage of unplugging are indeed viewed as the enemy because they tend to be the more vociferously argumentative, but that passes after they feel they've gotten everything off their chests. They also discover that the situation is not so much like The Matrix as it is like Inception, with layers upon layers of unreality that they have to escape from to get to reality.

So, for example, suppose that the red piller says, "Aha, feminism is actually not good for relations between the sexes!" As he goes to tell the world about this, he discovers another red pill truth, which is that the people who claim to disagree with what he's saying aren't actually interested in acknowledging the truth, even if they were to become aware of it. It's perhaps when he gets quiet that he has truly unplugged to the fullest extent. (Or maybe he just got burnt out.)

But there are some who, from the very beginning, just never gave a shit about anyone but themselves and their immediate family. When they became aware of lies and hypocrisy in the world, it doesn't bother them as much, unless and until it touches them personally, but even then, they see no point in raging, because that won't help them or their family. Maybe in some cases they can even find a way to take advantage of the situation for personal gain, so they're actually pleased to discover the flaws in the system.

There are a few different ways in which people approach politics, by the way. There are (1) those who say, "I can't fix my life till this system is changed" and use it as a reason or an excuse to do nothing. There are (2) those who say, "I'm going to use this system for my own benefit." And there are (3) those who say, "I'm going to actually make personal sacrifices to try to change this system."

The first is viewed as pathetic; the second is viewed as sociopathic (unless/until he's successful); and the third is viewed as grandiose, impractical, etc. (again, unless/until he's successful).

The thing about shrinks is that if you tell them your opinions, and they give you a diagnosis, no one can really dispute that diagnosis without challenging the idea that shrinks are experts whose opinions are not open to questioning by laypeople. It would be like if the President or Congress were to tell the Supreme Court, "Who are YOU to declare what's the proper interpretation of the Constitution? What if we want to weigh in on that?" It's a body that has arrogated to itself exclusive competence within a certain area, under the theory that they know best and that there would be chaos if others tried to intervene.

Post: #22

So it's normal then to be angry at first? It's hard to ignore all of the inconsequential shit when it's in your face every day. I can only get away from a little bit of it until I find a new job. My personality just isn't fit for this. I tend to rub everyone the wrong way eventually. Does anyone else have that problem? I probably wouldn't be looked at as full of rage or crazy if I wasn't seeing a psyche to begin with, but when you're in the service and you're having issues, you'll end up going one way or another. Can't be sowing seeds of dissent within the ranks now can I? lol.

Post: #23

(05-30-2017 10:41 AM)IstillLoveVistaBaby Wrote:  So it's normal then to be angry at first? It's hard to ignore all of the inconsequential shit when it's in your face every day. I can only get away from a little bit of it until I find a new job. My personality just isn't fit for this. I tend to rub everyone the wrong way eventually. Does anyone else have that problem? I probably wouldn't be looked at as full of rage or crazy if I wasn't seeing a psyche to begin with, but when you're in the service and you're having issues, you'll end up going one way or another. Can't be sowing seeds of dissent within the ranks now can I? lol.

I used to have to deal with government and court-ordered shrinks. I found that my interactions with them often enraged me to the point that it would take days to get over it, because they were so self-righteous and accusatory. Actually, though, what irritated me the most, was that they were trying to drag up stuff from years in the past that was still a sore spot for me, and talk shit about the decisions I had made. I told them that we should move on to some other topic, and they got sarcastic and said, "Well what are we supposed to do in these sessions, then? Just sit here playing cards?"

Any time society finds your behavior disturbing, their tendency is to want to say, "Let's send him to a shrink so they can work their voodoo on him." But all the voodoo consists of is your showing up once a week to talk about how your mood has been lately, and hear them remind you that society is right and you're wrong. If you talk about your goals, plans, and ambitions, they either think you're grandiose, or they get an inferiority complex as they realize that they could never accomplish anything like that. A lot of the female shrinks have their own struggles with depression, substance abuse, etc.

If your personality rubs people the wrong way there, who's to say it wouldn't rub people the wrong way at some other place. There's always some asshole at every workplace. Although who knows, maybe you'll end up working someplace where everyone seems so decently chill that you remark, "No douche bags in this group"! You know what that means.

Sometimes I've gotten canned partly because I inadvertently offended people in the workplace. At this point, I'm trying to work around that by getting involved in some programming projects where office politics is not such a big deal, because we're more focused on the actual work.

Post: #24

Embrace your anger as a sign to walk away and disconnect from it's source.

MSM propaganda got you down? Cut the cord.
Degeneracy perturbs you? Get comfortable with the word "Okay". As in it's ok for others to do but isn't a lifestyle you choose. Smile, nod, and move on.

You are currently in a choppy sea of resentment that will sink your soul if you let it. Best to choose a beautiful destination and allow that to navigate your focus.

Find an environment (beach, musuem, fishing, etc) that puts you at ease and report back how much those annoyances affected your time there.

Post: #25

(05-30-2017 11:35 AM)greekgod Wrote:  Find an environment (beach, musuem, fishing, etc) that puts you at ease and report back how much those annoyances affected your time there.

Right on.

I remember sitting down in my apartment in Sicily to tune in to some American news to hear familiar voices.

It was about the freak guy who shot up the Batman movie, now an international celebrity because of it. Another channel was carrying a subtitled version of "16 and Pregnant".

I turned it off, walked down to the beach, ordered a cocktail, and found a lounger under an umbrella. As it turned out, I was behind two topless 8s doing each others' nails. I think they were Serbian.

One of these things was a worthwhile way to spend my afternoon, and the other was not.