(03-15-2017 08:14 PM)nomadbrah Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 06:48 PM)Zelcorpion Wrote:  just move to Tokyo and fuck girls there.

Sad to see a civilization go out like that.....

I really think you miscalculate if you think the Japanese would let millions of white refugees live among them.

There will be nowhere to run for whites if Europe falls. Everywhere whites will be hunted and killed if Europe falls. Including by the Asians.

If a few thousand years of White Civilisation can be so easily-undone by 70 years of subversion by Leftists - as dysfunctional and obviously-delusional as they are people keep voting for them - then how 'Great' was White Society, really?

It was possible to brainwash whites to that level because their civilization achieved such a high level of comfort and safety they could not comprehend how barbaric and dysfunctional the rest of the world is. Had their lives been rougher, like the generation before in WW2, they would not have been so naïve.

The high level of success and comfort allowed pampered generations like boomers and millennials to believe this horseshit.

Please, the end of Western Europe does not mean the end of the White race. Won't be the first time Whites have been pushed out of lands, won't be the last. Once upon a time nearly all of the Mediterranean was White, most of the Middle East, and most of the Caucus. And what happened to these areas as they were ethnically cleansed? They became poor and dysfunctional. They became weak and stupid.

If we could build a time machine, I'm sure we would see the Whites have gone through multiple dark ages (complete with technological setbacks and loss of history). Human nature is a bitch. Whites keep surviving though, and each time their skills improve. Don't get too disheartened from some losses, the wheat is being separated from the chaff.

^And if you're not making ready to be wheat then there's a high chance you're going to end up being chaff.

(03-15-2017 08:14 PM)nomadbrah Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 06:48 PM)Zelcorpion Wrote:  just move to Tokyo and fuck girls there.

Sad to see a civilization go out like that.....

I really think you miscalculate if you think the Japanese would let millions of white refugees live among them.

There will be nowhere to run for whites if Europe falls. Everywhere whites will be hunted and killed if Europe falls. Including by the Asians.

With all due respect - that is beyond overdone.

Most globalists are White, even the globalists don't want Whites to disappear completely. White hookers are the best and they value the race, they just want their rebellious nature to be neutralized.

The White race will live on in enclaves - Manhatten will remain predominantly White and so will many other areas in the world. As for the Japanese - they will be accepting if you come with cash. To this day the Japanese have a great respect for Germans - their former partner during WWII. They even teach this in school of how similar they are in nature.

The countries and the former Western civilizations will be gone - that is all. No one is going to "hunt Whitey" as if in a bad B-movie. But mark this - if you will be a poor White refugee, then don't expect much compassion in 30 years from other tribes. You can watch what is happening in South Africa with the white underclass and how well the global community is treating them.

Either way - after the world war hundreds of millions of Whites will remain alive - just without any predominantly White country left - on the other hand - who knows - maybe the globalists will manage open borders by then, just with safety zones of restricted access across the world. The green zone of Nairobi will be as safe as the green zone of Zurich.

(03-15-2017 09:26 PM)AnonymousBosch Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 08:14 PM)nomadbrah Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 06:48 PM)Zelcorpion Wrote:  just move to Tokyo and fuck girls there.

Sad to see a civilization go out like that.....

I really think you miscalculate if you think the Japanese would let millions of white refugees live among them.

There will be nowhere to run for whites if Europe falls. Everywhere whites will be hunted and killed if Europe falls. Including by the Asians.

If a few thousand years of White Civilisation can be so easily-undone by 70 years of subversion by Leftists - as dysfunctional and obviously-delusional as they are people keep voting for them - then how 'Great' was White Society, really?

Even greater civilizations can be undone by enemies within in the timeframe of a few generations. Outer enemies can be fought - inner enemies are much more dangerous.

(03-15-2017 09:26 PM)AnonymousBosch Wrote:  If a few thousand years of White Civilisation can be so easily-undone by 70 years of subversion by Leftists - as dysfunctional and obviously-delusional as they are people keep voting for them - then how 'Great' was White Society, really?

It should be noted that by the end of 1940's Western Civilization was already in decline - women had already gain the right to vote; the European aristocracy was mostly irrelevant; egalitarianism and its political offshoots, namely communism and liberal democracy prevailed; the right was neutered; the banker/globalist/merchant class completely took over, etc. The 70 years of leftist subversion has been successful and able to continue unabated because, with the exception of the family unit, there was nothing left to oppose the tsunami of leftism. It is like the last stages of AIDS, all the white T cells are gone.

As for Whites continuing to vote for leftists idiots - is nothing to be surprised because democracy is very dysfunctional regardless of the people. For example, despite being shafted by the democrats for over 50 years, Blacks still overwhelming vote Democrat. Although it is nice to hear that the "people" are in power. In reality, it places power and the responsibility of running society on mostly incompetent people who then congregate and form a mob, which makes them even more incompetent. So, it should come as to no surprise that voters - regardless of race - never vote for the best candidate but for the most likeable or popular candidate, which is usually the candidate who promises them the most free stuff, i.e. a leftist.

Did not know this Harvard professor Hooton, of course that is the plan there. The women will always behave as traitors of civilizations. I have previously made the argument that women would mate with Neanderthals and would reject a space-faring-interstellar civilization. I expect nothing else from them.

(03-16-2017 02:36 AM)quino_16 Wrote:  ...
Although it is nice to hear that the "people" are in power. In reality, it places power and the responsibility of running society on mostly incompetent people who then congregate and form a mob, which makes them even more incompetent. So, it should come as to no surprise that voters - regardless of race - never vote for the best candidate but for the most likeable or popular candidate, which is usually the candidate who promises them the most free stuff, i.e. a leftist.

Pfft. They vote for one of two pre-selected candidates carefully screened by the elites, or in other words, the least un-likeable of two fuckwits.

That's why Trump rocked the apple cart. Because America was supposed to have an edge of-of-your-seat nail-biter between Hillary and Jeb (please clap).

p.s. Zel's picture up there is weapons grade incitement for German men. I have only half of my heritage on the German side and that picture infuriates me. I can't imagine what that shot would do to the mind of a young German man having trouble finding a girl.

At times I think the way forward is to simply start openly shaming the left the way the left tries to shame the right, only we could do it better because frankly we do everything better when we actually try, and we have God AND nature on our side as well.

Although some will call it racist, German women that so much as speak to rapefugees are going to need to be treated the same as war-whores after v-day, which is honestly the kind of local domination they truly wanted in the first place.

The so-called men on the left need to be mercilessly mocked and ridiculed as the low T faggots they are. If I were in Europe right now I would literally consider forming a gang simply to bully leftist faggots in the street and let them know in plain Deutsche the reason they were being picked on.

The powers that be have made it seriously dangerous to tackle the invaders themselves through hate-laws and in any case going head to head with the gimmigrants is pointless and stupid. Nothing will change until the traitors in the West are dealt with first. The Soldiers of Odin are a good first step but they absoloutely need to focus their anger in the right direction, namely at local feminists, cucks and faggots. The gimmigrants are simply a symptom of the real problem in their societies and if they go after the invaders directly they will blunt themselves pointlessly against an endless tide of human shit.

Sometimes I'm afraid space will eventually be the only place left to go.
I've read a lot of sci-fi where exactly that happens, and it is a surprisingly consistent trope.
Earth gets overtaken by a hypocritical, ostensibly benevolent but in fact often bureaucratic/oppressive/socialist world government ruling over the self-righteous and dull masses, while the torch of liberty and true progress is picked up by the tough freedom-loving frontiersmen and colonists of Mars, the asteroid belt, the moons of Jupiter and Saturn, etc. who eventually always end up fighting a war of independence against Earth.

Of course if you think about it, in reality, the unforgiving and deadly conditions of outer space and the various planets and moons of the solar system would at first require a hierarchical, autocratic and centrally planned form of organization. It's unfortunately not the old American West in space.

Also, the means of space travel and extraterrestrial colonization would likely be controlled by the various goverments of earth. No one who's an enemy of the ruling powers or even just doesn't want to be part of the system anymore would be allowed to leave.

So there's no place left to run.
There's no frontier anymore, since the colonization of the Americas was completed, states/goverments are becoming more and more entrenched and consolidating their ever increasing power. Their tendrils creep and grow further and further over their territories, solidifying their control and encompassing everything within their reach.

Urbanization plays a big part in this, as it leads to people getting used to and internalizing the idea of central planning being a requirement for society and life in general to function, and of relying on institutions. Lack of private space and shared public space and infrastructure make collectivist ideas look natural and intuitively right. Humans being just a number and a small cog in the machine, anonymous and impersonal, no close social ties to the vast majority of people around them, being ignorant of their views, lifestyle, problems. No solidarity or identity, just atomized individuals amongst a faceless amalgamate of peoples.

It's similar to what Marx said 'It is not the consciousness of men that determines their being, but, on the contrary, their social being that determines their consciousness.'

An ever increasing number of people congregating in cities will shape the way people perceive the world. An urban environment leads to certain subconscious assumptions about the way the society works, or rather, is supposed to work. Political beliefs form around those assumptions.

We all remember the result of the US election per county, and the pattern it showed. The same is true for European elections, and probably most others around the world.

Because of this, I can't see things changing in the long run. I only see collectivism and autocracy on the rise.

Thanks @Zel, I had never heard of this Hooton Plan before or this woman Ursula Haverbeck.
I did some digging online, found this article referring to her, from Brandon Martinez (incidentally it's worth checking out his articles & videos too).
http://nonalignedmedia.com/2015/01/anti-...new-video/
https://odinia.org/ursula-haverbecks-hoo...ry-odinia/

Seemingly she was sentenced to prison last year for "Holocaust denial" (in the media's eyes, seriously questioning certain aspects of the Holocaust and the already shown to be massively inflated number of Jews killed, amounts to 'Holocaust denial', Jesus wept!).
Thanks to the media, she's now being referred to as the 'Nazi Grandma'!
Fucking outrageous what the media and establishment have done to this woman...

This page links to the video with English subtitles:
https://carolynyeager.net/ursula-haverbe...ant-crisis

Am not sure what to think about all of this...
It's disturbing as fuck to think that significant sections of the official narrative of the World Wars and the Holocaust have been fabricated and manipulated.
And even if we were not to believe this woman's words, the fact the German State decided to jail an 88 year old woman for stating what she believes to be the facts, that tells it's own story, they want to punish her for exposing that things did not play out like the history books said, not by a long stretch, if what she's saying is true.
(incidentally, this post could easily go in the 'Holocaust fact finding thread' as well, but it's also relevant to the Migrant Invasion situation).

EDIT: Just reading on Wikipedia (and I know that's not always the most truthful of sources), that her deceased husband 'was temporarily engaged in the national leadership of the Nazi Party'.
Again, I'm not sure what to believe on this.... is this the establishment media just trying to blacken her name further?
Or do we now doubt what she says on account of this...
There's precious little information online (in English anyway) about this man, Werner Georg Haverbeck.
Can anyone shed any light on all of this?

< You are not meant to question even small parts of the Holocoust story.

I am even pro Israel, even fond of the Jewish tribe, but I am obviously aware of some scams. I have made the mistake of discussing some of this with my family. It's utterly useless to do so, since even if I quote Rabbis and Jewish dissenters, then I am still a semi-Nazi.

You cannot breach certain topics in the media or God beware - with your full name and very publicly - that is simply not going to fly.

Knowledge in our system is always restricted to a degree. At least it is available still in our times.
It's not only about the Holocoust here. Even Jewish alternative historians and researchers have been killed.
The same restraints are used when you are semi-initiated and leak insider infos about medical scams, toxicity claims of pesticides, cancer healing patents, alternative energy generators. Another step is when you start to organize alternative currencies, agitate for interest free money etc. There are a ton of issues that are not allowed to progress further by the big boys.

As for the migrant Islam crap - the globalists are are tightening the screws, Facebook posts have been punished already with fines. Broad Islamophobia laws are being implemented in Canada already, so that I guess you cannot even quote the Koran since that is hate-speech already.

The only good thing is that the globalists don't want to restrict speech too much for now, because they want to know what everyone is thinking. The anonymity is actually quite shallow - every word we type here is filed in your personal file on NSA servers. This kind of data will never reach the FBI or police, but it reaches globalist servers and gives the big boys a good assessment of what they can or cannot do. That is why they are obviously pretty sure that their plans of mass migration and future chaos/war will work - enough people have been brainwashed to accept their demise. I don't think that they fear the "populists" at all. Not even Trump is a danger to the big plans - just a minor inconvenience.

Meanwhile on Crete, two Pakis repaid the kindness of a Greek priest by murdering him..

http://www.chaniapost.eu/2017/03/16/two-...ek-priest/

Mass shooting at a military school in France today: http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/...e-10038465

Injure 8?

Were they using 22-shorts?

(03-16-2017 07:35 AM)scotian Wrote:  Mass shooting at a military school in France today: http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/...e-10038465

And no mention on ethnicity of shooter
The mainstream media once again protects us from the truth.
They are probably afraid this will encourage people to vote for Le Pen

(03-15-2017 09:26 PM)AnonymousBosch Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 08:14 PM)nomadbrah Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 06:48 PM)Zelcorpion Wrote:  just move to Tokyo and fuck girls there.

Sad to see a civilization go out like that.....

I really think you miscalculate if you think the Japanese would let millions of white refugees live among them.

There will be nowhere to run for whites if Europe falls. Everywhere whites will be hunted and killed if Europe falls. Including by the Asians.

If a few thousand years of White Civilisation can be so easily-undone by 70 years of subversion by Leftists - as dysfunctional and obviously-delusional as they are people keep voting for them - then how 'Great' was White Society, really?

Put diesel in a petrol car which costs 100k+ and you can't really blame the car or manufacturer. idiots will do stupid shit.

Our problem is the idiots run the whole show now.

We're in a cycle where cosy, safe environments have made us soft, weak and vulnerable. We need to train men to become killers to protect our societies and then throw them in prison or leave them to go it alone.

What society ever flourished when it could not have self preservation at its core?

I always said it, Argentina (and almost all of South America) is really welcoming to white europeans. We need more to outbreed the brown underclass.

(03-16-2017 12:11 PM)Mekorig Wrote:  I always said it, Argentina (and almost all of South America) is really welcoming to white europeans. We need more to outbreed the brown underclass.

You beat me to it!

Argentina's definitely on the list if the EU goes to shit.

Until the Falkland/malvinas war erased it from our officials anals we actually had a strong anglo presence (we still kind of do) which contributed to shape the culture and vocabulary.

As for Western and specially Northern European nations, unless somehow extraordinary happens and sparks the fire in the hearts of the populace,the veredict is:

(03-16-2017 12:49 PM)El_Gostro Wrote:  Until the Falkland/malvinas war erased it from our officials anals we actually had a strong anglo presence (we still kind of do) which contributed to shape the culture and vocabulary.

As for Western and specially Northern European nations, unless somehow extraordinary happens and sparks the fire in the hearts of the populace,the veredict is:

Yeah,North Western Europe is going to have a very very rough next century. Another great video from computing forever


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pLYjI4r1cIo



Germany continues it's extreme paternalism, first in the form of Nazism,now in the form of SJW Nazism


So much for the Aryan master race and the Slavic Untermensch.....


Vikings got pozzed

< There is no master race. I don't see any tribe impervious to long-term clever brainwashing:

The Jewish tribe are cleverly used forever as battering rams and better paid servants for their own elite being instilled with marxism, self-destructive paranoia, victim-complex and baseless supremacism at the same time. Most of them live in the West while pushing for mass migration of Muslims who will be making their lives hell for them. Their tribal perceptions are dictated by their own boys.

Even the hyper-masculine culture of the Japanese got sidetracked with countless shut-ins, feminized men, women unwilling to bear children etc.

I won't even start with the South American countries - the universities are SJW shitshows just like the rest, the women are getting ever more crazy and a large portion of the population believes honestly that a smarter application of communism is the answer. And those are even the ones who are of European descent and blood. Yes - their elite is more favorably set towards European folk and White people could find a good refuge there when the Islamic wars will be raging.

But those countries are not in any way or form any danger to the globalists. They are emotional puppets who will be used at will.

The only tribe of sorts which is waking up to world are the neo-masculine "truther" alternative men out there - and even that group is very different in terms of understanding, level of perception and ideas. But this ever growing group could theoretically unite. Still - we lack a country, a place or even an organization to band together. And even if we created those, then they would be instantly infiltrated - even disbanded violently if something truly dangerous to the elite was getting planned.

Our current system has been in the making for centuries - there is no one who is immune to manipulation - to prevent that you would have to maximize intellectual prowess in school, independent thinking, teach students to question and second-guess everything, to calculate rational perceptions of the world and go from there, to be willing to change mental engrams. No country does that, because such an education would be endangering the ruling elite in every country. That concerns even more sane places like Japan, Poland or Israel (sane as in resisting at least part of the global agendas).

So in truth .... everyone can get pozzed with the right tools and time frame. The only consolation is that it takes much more effort with the "Aryan master race". By the way - it should be obvious by the anti-White propaganda out there and their desire to flood the Western states that the globalists consider the White people as their main opposition due to their mix of remaining independence, sufficient smarts and work ethic. Chinese and Japanese are smarter and even more industrious, but they are also far more compliant and willing to put up with commands from above.

But who knows - maybe the surprising future rebellion will come from China as they tell the globalists (who are mostly white and Jewish) to fuck off. We'll see about that.

Personally I see that coming anyway. The Chinese and Japanese will probably outsmart the old globalist families and they will take over for a couple centuries. Who knows in 500 years the Indian race will take over the mantle of human civilization - they certainly have some factors already pointing there. Even if Whites are no longer dominant, then they won't die out or disappear. It's not the end of the world so long as the darkness of Islam does not reign over Earth and another smart and enterprising science-loving tribe takes over.

(03-15-2017 09:26 PM)AnonymousBosch Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 08:14 PM)nomadbrah Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 06:48 PM)Zelcorpion Wrote:  just move to Tokyo and fuck girls there.

Sad to see a civilization go out like that.....

I really think you miscalculate if you think the Japanese would let millions of white refugees live among them.

There will be nowhere to run for whites if Europe falls. Everywhere whites will be hunted and killed if Europe falls. Including by the Asians.

If a few thousand years of White Civilisation can be so easily-undone by 70 years of subversion by Leftists - as dysfunctional and obviously-delusional as they are people keep voting for them - then how 'Great' was White Society, really?

I'm not in the business of propping up white civilization as some white supremacist, only to teach about European greatness as a means of undoing the brainwashing of self hate that every European kid (and in US/Brit/USA) goes through.

I simply want to be able to live in a common sense world, where women are women, men are men, countries are based on ethnicity that goes back thousands of years and we don't squander 20% of our taxes on do nothing immigrants, criminals and make believe public jobs for feminists.

I only came to have these ideas because I met them when I lived in countries outside the West. I thought "I'd like to have that too".

As a process to achieving this very practical dream it's necessary to make people of European heritage understand their own history. That's not supremacism, but just normal self esteem as a people.

Quite on the contrary, history shows just how fragile Europe is, the Moors where in Spain for 700 years, that's a long ass time. The Ottomans abducted Greek children for hundreds of years, the men to serve as mercenaries, the women to be raped as sex slaves. The Mongols burned Kiev and killed and raped everyone they could find. Only superior technology and unity has saved Europe from destruction from the Asian hordes, that's a fact.

(03-15-2017 09:26 PM)AnonymousBosch Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 08:14 PM)nomadbrah Wrote:  

(03-15-2017 06:48 PM)Zelcorpion Wrote:  just move to Tokyo and fuck girls there.

Sad to see a civilization go out like that.....

I really think you miscalculate if you think the Japanese would let millions of white refugees live among them.

There will be nowhere to run for whites if Europe falls. Everywhere whites will be hunted and killed if Europe falls. Including by the Asians.

If a few thousand years of White Civilisation can be so easily-undone by 70 years of subversion by Leftists - as dysfunctional and obviously-delusional as they are people keep voting for them - then how 'Great' was White Society, really?

You ask a very pertinent question. And I think it deserves at least a half-assed answer from me, while I try not to get too personal with it all. I'll do my best to not drone on while I quickly 'knock this one out'.

First of all, the question you raise, seems to be in keeping with the zeitgeist. I've been really getting in to Stefan Molyneux lately and he has been raising similar points trying to drill down in to just how the hell we all got in to this mess. See his recently previous videos to this one:





He basically makes the point about the generational warfare going on, and not being too shy about laying much of the blame at the baby boomer's feet. Myself, being a latch-key-kid or what he calls part of the 'day-care' generation, erstwhile known as Generation X. I'm at the edge pretty much of that generation, sandwiched right in-between with the Millenials.

My back is to the wall, and I may have to become a little ruthless, having been brought up a pussy my whole life with no father figure, and only neglect from the females that pretended to 'bring me up, best they could'. I will sound bitter. I am. But what I suffer from extends far further than bitterness. It's a man fighting for his life. Literally.

It's time to face facts. I am seen as a cunt by the baby boomers, for being a failure in life, for relying on the 'bank of mum and dad' (even though they let me be homeless on the street). And I am seen as a cunt by the Millenials, who I do declare, seem to mistake me for some kind of boomer due to my old age. I've had this my whole life. Never fitting in. Always being too young and hip for the old farts, but being too 'hello fellow kids' for the young pups. What is interesting is that someone only needs to be a year older than me to display one kind of behaviour (boomer) or a year younger to display the other (millenial).

I'm just about done with it all now. I have, in fact, given up, and I'm just going my own way. No, not mgtow (more on this later in another post perhaps) - certainly not. But I have had just about as much bullshit from everyone that I can stand. Everyone blames me and views me as a cunt, when in fact, it is they themselves that are the cunts. I have internalised their hatred, rationalisations, projections, etc. etc. and it has literally made me ill and unable to function as a healthy human being, manifesting itself in very real physical chronic illness. I let you be the judge of whether I am weak.

I live in a white country, in one of the greatest nations on earth. And it is shit. No one speaks to each other, no one helps each other out. The town where I live - the demographics of old people coming here to retire in rural England are through the roof - well, let's just say the storm is beginning. Everyone is in denial of what is happening. People need social care. There is none. All their money and wealth does not protect them as they age, and not only do they not have the requisite care on a pragmatic level, they do not have the soul-nurturing 'love' or compassion that most of them have known through their lives (the lucky ones at least). The doctors don't care. Not their problem.

I could be bitter and laugh at the old buggers, but I have a loving heart, and I can not. Many of them are responsible for their own demise, and it is their karma, in the truest sense of the word. That's them - the old buggers.

What about the kids? Well, what a small minded bunch of vicious little pricks - and that is just the women! I have faced open and outright hostility from little toe-rags that I could take out with my left hand, just for the sheer temerity of taking my guitar out in a pub at the back of the garden. If the little pricks had any balls they would have said something, but they took it to the edge. Another man might have even been beaten by them for this. Good old England eh lads?

So, AB, you raise a good point. Is this what my forefathers fought and died for. My family have both men that have given their lives, and also those that are decorated veterans. Did they do this so my fucking email and phone calls can be stored on a database to be retrieved later on by cultural marxist cunts in power to crush any dissent where they see fit. Anarcho-tyranny it is: Everyone is a fucking criminal, but no laws are enforced. We have no-go zones here too. Not where I live, but Manchester, Birmingham, and of course London.

Ah, London, don't make me have a laugh. I couldn't get the fuck out of there quick enough, but truth be told, I was forced out against my will. I've lost count of the amount of times I was beaten to shit by blacks, while I was staggering home at night drunk. My fault right? But yet, I hold no ill will to blacks. I was never beaten by a white person by the way, just for your information. And the shit I got from 16 year old fucking female chavs carrying their bounty in their buggies that they used to crash in to my back legs at the 'begging for a roof over my head' place because I was on the streets. Unbelievable. I don't even particularly hate them either.

And this ties in with Stefan's video about where the cancer came from and how it was allowed to spread. White people did this. White people did this to divide and conquer. All in the name of profits. He makes a good point in fact, in that video I linked to above, about just how shafted blacks in America have been by the whites in government. Listen to what he has to say. He has many good points.

So AB, this is the world that white men created, knowing it would dismantle any kind of social cohesion, and both the blacks and the whites have fallen for it. That's London for ya.

And now I'm out in the sticks with the old bastards that pulled up the greatest ladder ever known to mankind, as they slowly bloat and die, and they don't even know what is happening to them, or why. And still, I try to help them, but no, it's criminal checks this, reference that - you can't just fucking knock on someone's door and ask if they need anything, even in this crime free part of the world. Why? Because that is not how the white English do it. Stupid stupid cunts.

I want to reach out to the kids as well, but I have to prove I am not some kind of fucking pervert that wants to put them in a porn film on facebook while their parents have abdicated all of their responsibilities and are just living the middle class dream. And they fear me. Those middle classers, because I am scum - from the wrong side of the tracks. They do not even understand that I do not want what they have. Sure, a nice wife, a couple of nice beautiful young girls, a decent centrally heated home. I wouldn't say no. But I don't want to be them.

I like to take my telescope out at night and look not just at the stars, but at different galaxies (yes, I got a big 'un). I like to tie in musical harmonic theory that I have studied for decades and have my own personal system to teach any kid to get up to speed with in a couple of weeks. I like to cook. I like to share my food. I like to give. Just for the sheer fucking joy of giving. But they are so riddled with the cancer, that they have the fear of those they can not understand.

There is no helping them, or their children. And their children are dying on the vine as is the church here. 3000 people in my town. Roll call for church? 100 - go figure.

This is the world white people have created. It don't get better than this bubba.

But I could live with all that. I could find a way. Even without any friends or anyone to talk to (I have not been in to another person's home in this town in all the nearly 10 years I have lived here). I could be a lone wolf. But I can't do it while my very own family, cruelly attack me for being weak, for cracking underneath this pressure, for not being a 'man'. As their health goes down hill at a rate of knots, they get more vicious and lash out more. White people eh?

I have nothing. I have no one. I'm ready to welcome the invaders in with open arms and say: 'fucking have at it matey boys - it's all fucking yours - enjoy'. But still, some kind of instinct kicks in. My forefathers did not die and fight for nothing. Not just talking recent generations. But the generations going back millenia. There must be a reason I am here. There must be something in my make up that is valuable to the human race.

Gone on too long as usual. I could write page after page after fucking pitiful page. Yet I feel no pity for myself, only those around me, family, lost friends, etc. that are so deeply fucking unhappy but just keep doubling down on the narrative and lashing out at anyone that dare posit an alternative viewpoint.

To paraphrase Stefan from the video above: Learn to love the war, learn to love the fight. Call me a blame shifting weak willed low T faggot all you want. Maybe you are right. But I can't help starting to feel I have had my whole fucking life robbed from beneath/behind me. And now I only have a little time left, battling physical and mental and spiritual illness. A man with nothing to lose, and looking for someone to blame...

But yeah, I do live in one of the most beautiful and peaceful nations on earth. And I am miserable as fuck to the point of wanting to die. And there are many many more like me. But I won't cuck out, and I won't go down without a fight. Think of me what you will my brothers, but I'm on your side, I will not betray you, those that can still fight the good fight. I'm just a product of my environment and I wish I wasn't. I have some will to power, but fuck me, all these fucking white people around me with nice lives are just not making it any easier for me.

I think I'm beginning to see the light.

(Hope I answered your question in some small way AB)