Post: #76

Ha... Badwolf. I discovered game at 19 after doing all the wrong things with a high school prom queen I approached my sophomore year in college. I also discovered the SoSuave forums and it was eye opening when I would wake up for school in the mornings. I would think OH WOW I have to say HI to every girl on my way to class. That was when shit was fun because you had no idea what you were doing and the thrill of experiencing the newfound knowledge you had was so invigorating. I haven't helped a girl fix her computer since then.

Post: #77

Respect BadWolf, inspirational... I dated a girl on and off for 4~ years, when I met her we were both complete basket cases. Anyways never officially dated her, just were pretty well inseperable - couldn't bring myself to ask her out directly and she would say she doesn't date and all this BS(got burnt by her previous dude cause she never put out - I got her vcard).. Treated her like gold but got treated like shit back, she ended up going to school, limiting me on Facebook and then dating some next dude.. Begged her to let me come visit(unaware, hadn't seen her in a few months - distance).. Anyways went and fucked her all weekend while her new guy was away.. Figured out from a picture she was tagged in the next week. I deserved it tho, beta as fuck. As much as it pissed me off its helped me ingest this red pill. Bittersweet.. Ended up shooting the guy a PM telling him all about our weekend.. Fucked that up for her lol. still miss this chicks knockers tho, 36DD - I think that's what kept me around lol but now gravity can exact my revenge(she was already starting to sag anyways).

Really want to fuck her BFF that I'm also close with then expose it all lol but part of me says to just keep my mouth closed and keep that one for myself. But ya after struggling for a couple months I pulled through and am seeing the light... Never realized how many bangs I was missing out on for simple things that just needed a little honing. Started lurking here halfway thru January, got a ONS bang from a HB7 Brunette shortly after and will not be looking back or LTRing anytime soon. My kill count should be in the double digits easily

Post: #78

I was seeing an escort every other month for $400 a pop. She was the only girl I was with sexually during the 5 years I was seeing her. A year or two into this relationship I saw online that she'd upped her rate to $450. I voluntarily started paying her an extra $50 to match her new rate, even though I was grandfathered in at $400. She didn't ask for it, I just started doing it. Looking back, I was so beta with that action. It's basically like I was subcommunicating "I have such low value that you should get MORE than $400 for having sex with me."

She was really good to me though. I could be my beta self and she didn't push me away for it like women do. She was probably a 9 when I first started seeing her, but a 7 towards the end as age and substance abuse started to erode her looks.

Post: #79

wrote her a poem. it was shit

Post: #80

Asked a girl I had been talking to for months I was in grade school with out over MSN.

We 'dated' for 3 months.

We hugged every single day.

I didn't kiss her once.

She broke up to me over email because she was pressured by her friends about 'making out and stuff'.

The good old days..

Post: #81

Fell in love. Is just about the shape of it, still can't game that one girl properly. At least I fucked her, still got a soft spot for her though.

Post: #82

Wrote a love letter. Then wrote an apology letter after she got pissed at me for writing the love letter. The hamster was always my enemy, I just couldn't see it in my blue-pill days.

Post: #83

There's a few but dating a girl I banged the second time I hung out with her. Great sex

Post: #84

Forgave a girl for cheating on me, and continued dating her.

Wrote love letters to my first girlfriend when I was 16. Told this same girl I loved her after we made out for the first time.. She was like "aww"

Post: #85

The vast majority of my beta moves prior to Red Pill was inaction: not stepping up and making a move when I liked a girl, or when a girl threw herself at me.

On poetry, I'm not sure if this was totally beta, incredibly stupid or just a crossover between sperg & jerk game, but in high school, I pirated a rare poem, spiced it up and sent the same copy (with a few custom words) to a few different girls for V-day. I figured (very math-minded at the time) that I had better chance of getting a V-day date or GF out of it, if I "made a move" on as many girls who seemed interested as possible... Of course I didn't know that girls talked among each other lol. When confronted afterwards, I just laughed it off as a joke. Surprisingly I did get a GF from that lot afterwards. It was like online dating game, except without the privacy of PMs, I suppose.

The most beta thing I did as an adult and after learning some Game was to confess my feelings in TXT to this "good" beautiful Christian girl I was crazy about and thought she was crazy about me. It wasn't entirely pathetic, as the TXT was to tell her why I could not accept her LJBF offer, and I deleted her number. Never heard back from her, never talked again afterwards, although we do bump into each other once in a blue moon. She's still single and waiting for her super alpha Jesus Prince to descend from heaven and take her away in his golden chariot.

Post: #86

These are awesome.

I did so much sad shit I can't even remember a tenth of it.

One painful one, I was in high school. Bought a girl roses, a phone and made her a mixed tape (it was the 80's) and asked her to prom. She accepted the gifts and then turned me down. I said, "Oh well, maybe next year." We were standing in her doorway of her house, so I thought fuck it and tried to kiss her -- but she turned her head sideways.

She's about 250 pounds now with three kids from three dudes and always invites me to high school reunions. (For some reason she goes every year). I always reply, "Fuck no, maybe next year." I'm sure she doesn't get it.

I went and picked up this freshman I had the hots for from another high school. I took her to the movies. She asked if her little brother could come. we sit in our seats and she says, "I'm going to get some popcorn." She doesn't come back. So, I go searching for her, thinking she got hurt or maybe is in the wrong theater etc. About an hour later I finally find her sitting and cuddling with some dude. And I still gave her and her brother a ride home. Fuuuuuck.

Being in the friend zone for god knows how many chicks. And I was the guy they talked about how bad their boyfriends treated them.

I would write letters, send cards, post cards all kinds of shit to this one chick who left the area for college. She would only write one letter back for about every 10 things I sent and in them would complain that nobody writes her and she feels her friends and people she cares about forgot her. LOL.

I went to my first college dance and mustered up the courage to talk to this hot chick. I asked her, "Do you wanna beer or a drink?" She said, "Not from you." Ouch.

I laugh now, but it was painful at the time.

I also fucked up so many golden opportunities. Girls would throw themselves at me and I wouldn't know what to do, so I'd sabotage it.

Post: #87

We've all been there. My last super-beta move was as recent as a year ago:

Was dating a girl and found out she was cheating on me, and I'm talking some gross shit. Not just some dude she fucked, I'm talking love letters and cutesy intimate shit too. Make your stomach turn. Found hickeys on her neck and she didn't even care to cover them up. Makes me pissed just thinking about it again.

Anyway, I blew up when I found out. Trashed my place and cried like a bitch. End up talking it over and entertained the idea of possibly moving past it and "fixing" things. She cheated on me and I ended up being the one chasing after her. She ultimately ended things once and for all telling me she didn't think it would work.

That was the straw that broke the camel's back thankfully. We need these events to show us our follies. I have a hardened heart and now prefer to just fuck girls and enjoy just surface-level no-commitment attachment. Learn to not let yourself be so vulnerable to women.

Post: #88

(04-23-2014 09:13 PM)StrikeBack Wrote:  The vast majority of my beta moves prior to Red Pill was inaction: not stepping up and making a move when I liked a girl, or when a girl threw herself at me.

Story of my life.

Looking back to my beta/blue pill days, I now realise how many opportunities to bang girls I lost due to inaction. It's was due to a combination of both crippling fear and not reading the signs properly.

Post: #89

Good god I'm getting PTSD:

Hungout with an ex at the beach for the day, her bff calls her saying they're going to a club near the beach (her friend as a playboy model for 2012). She literally was the devils advocate and I didn't have a spine.

So she says she wants to go and I should come, I didn't have shit besides boardshorts and a tank. I really didn't want to go but she kept talking about it, so I said fuck it that she should go and I'll stay, pulled the whole guilt trip card. She still went.

Like a little bitch I spent the night at her house, ended up going through her FB and found her diary. Plenty of thirsty signs from FB.

The kicker....she didn't come home that night, she supposedly spent the night at her bff's.

I woke up and left for work, I was furious. Chewed her out......and I stayed with her.

Until I caught a text from some dude when we're in vegas for a wedding. I finally grew some balls threw her phone in the tub, told her to stfu and get out of the hotel room, bought her a ticket home (super beta). While I stayed in Vegas and have fun.

This was a turning point in my life and I found the red pill. Thank fucking god !

Post: #90

Made her a mix CD after one date since it was her birthday soon afterwards. Didn't even crash land in the friend zone for that one.

To make it worse, she approached me first.

Post: #91

What's a lizard exactly? I've seen the term a few times but I can't figure out if it's a current girlfriend or an ex-girlfriend?

Post: #92

(04-24-2014 06:48 PM)cmrocks Wrote:  What's a lizard exactly? I've seen the term a few times but I can't figure out if it's a current girlfriend or an ex-girlfriend?

It's a rather annoying term for a woman that refers to their "hindbrain," their reptilian, or "lizard" brain.

I wish it would die a thousand deaths. It's such an ugly term and seems to be used much more by guys who fuck the gutter trash of the world and thusly are completely jaded to the beauty of women.

Myself, I see nothing in a lizard that even remotely resembles the females I like to pursue.

Post: #93

Got engaged to the same girl twice. Never married doe!

Post: #94

Almost cried when she rejected me. The memory haunts me to this day.

Post: #95

This one still brings a tear to my eye.
During the school summer holidays i'd spend a few weeks with my grandparents at a caravan park they worked at. I was 14 with my virginity still intact but for some reason a hot 18 year old who was there on holiday took an interest in me. We went for a walk one evening and she led me to this quiet little wooded area, we sat down and after making out she pulled out a condom and started taking her top off.
I was terrified, absolutely terrified, I made an excuse that I had to go take a piss and proceeded to sprint home leaving her sat waiting. I pretty much spent the remainder of my stay indoors just incase I bumped into her again.

I had to wait another 5 years ago before I got a bang.

Post: #96

I sold my snowmobile and used the money to fly her to the Tortola to visit me while I was working there. I wrote my proposal for marriage on the back of Vermont license plate at this famous beach bar (bomba shack). Then cried like a bitch 2 years later when she dumped me.
If you go to the bomba shack (everyone that goes to the BVI should check it out and have some bomba punch) look the at the back of the Vermont licence plate, you can still see my "will you marry me amanda?" and her "yes"
If you see it, spit on it for me
Gah, sucks!

Post: #97

I took a flight to see her, multiple times, without notifying her. Spent $500 on each trip, just to drink coffee

Post: #98

Found out my gf had cheated on me but proposed to her a week later anyway...

Post: #99

I was 16, I took a girl mini golfing...

Post: #100

Walked out on a girl after she proposed we have an open relationship...

..then I tried to apologize and get back with her.