(04-15-2016 09:57 PM)Comte De St. Germain Wrote:  i can knock over the pedestal because there's a way bigger one I worship behind it.

I have worshiped at the pedestal, also.

Ok, just for a minute not to talk bullshit:

I recently found out one of my ex-g/f's had died.

It cut me to my core. I'll tell you why. This girl I told: I will never love you, you must never trust me, I will game you, I will lie to you, I will use you, and when I find what I am looking for, I will leave you!

Fuck, she bit down hard and gave me her life. Her whole family worshiped me - welcomed me in to their home. Genuinely.

But I was young and did not realise that I was using game.

Later, I fell in love, pedestalized and got severely fucking punished. Then again, not as bad as being divorce raped, but I got the point.

She was a sweet girl, and one sexy little fucker. Hips like battleships. Lips like love.

Never again will I pedastalize. Call me old (fashioned), but I would rather do without than bow down, ever again. It gets easier to do without as you get older.

Sure you can get bitter, but there are so many avenues to pursue. I thank the good lord every day for my gift of life, for the life of my family, and I'm not even religious.

Some people just have an unlimited capacity for love:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaJ7wRj_qXM

But that can just as easily be used against you.

Tonight I win.

A few beers, not too drunk. Food in the fridge. Options for tomorrow. Knowing that the storm is about to come:

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BE well assured that on our side
The abiding oceans fight,
Though headlong wind and heaping tide
Make us their sport to-night.
By force of weather, not of war,
In jeopardy we steer.
Then welcome Fate's discourtesy
Whereby it shall appear
How in all time of our distress,
And our deliverance too,
The game is more than the player of the game,
And the ship is more than the crew!

Out of the mist into the mirk
The glimmering combers roll.
Almost these mindless waters work
As though they had a soul —
Almost as though they leagued to whelm
Our flag beneath their green:
Then welcome Fate's discourtesy
Whereby it shall be seen, etc.

Be well assured, though wave and wind
Have mightier blows in store,
That we who keep the watch assigned
Must stand to it the more;
And as our streaming bows rebuke
Each billow's baulked career,
Sing, welcome Fate's discourtesy
Whereby it is made clear, etc.

No matter though our decks be swept
And mast and timber crack —
We can make good all loss except
The loss of turning back.
So, 'twixt these Devils and our deep
Let courteous trumpets sound,
To welcome Fate's discourtesy
Whereby it will be found, etc.

Be well assured, though in our power
Is nothing left to give
But chance and place to meet the hour,
And leave to strive to live.
Till these dissolve our Order holds,
Our Service binds us here.
Then welcome Fate's discourtesy
Whereby it is made clear
How in all time of our distress,
As in our triumph too,
The game is more than the player of the game
And the ship is more than the crew!
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Aye, the game is more than the player of the game, and the ship is more than the crew.

All the best...

Amen

I'll be in the studio. I might finish up a nice tune tonight and if I do I'll post it here. I'm stocked 2 40s of Guinness and 2 40s of Stella for tonight. I'll see you soon. Until then.

Cheers!

(04-15-2016 09:57 PM)Comte De St. Germain Wrote:  Mate I'm still chasing after the shadow of the girl who stole my imagination. I've met an 11 in my rather short lifetime that had some interest in me, but blew it.

A girl who breaks your heart you can get over easy with a fuck, but a girl who sets the standard for perfection is hard to forget. Granted I'm glad I didn't see the ugly side of that unicorn. I can knock over the pedestal because there's a way bigger one I worship behind it.

Just woke up...hangover.

This post above.
Wow. Just wow.
In a few words you got it man...you got it.

(04-15-2016 09:05 PM)Comte De St. Germain Wrote:  

(04-15-2016 09:03 PM)RexImperator Wrote:  I'm drunk.

This is a rare occurrence.

Hahahahahahahahaha

SIR YOU NEED TO APPROPRIATE SOME REP POINTS FOR THE PROLETARIAT. I DEMAND WE SERIZE THEM ALL FROM 2WCYKED AND SUITS AS WELL AS ALL THE BANNED ACCOUNTS LOZOLOZLOZLOZLZLZOZLZZLOZLOZLOZ

That's a fair enough position. I don't need or deserve any of mine.

If I had control of the ban-hammer tonight there would be fucking dead bodies everywhere.

Glad that's not on my plate, though. Shot 85 at the links today in gusting winds. Almost back to form.

Cheers

   

Almost banged an older Latin American chick tonight. She was down but I couldn't do it tonight due to some unique legit circumstances. Usually avoid the older sluts but this one has a tight body and is a fun time and them Latin American chicks just have a swag that American chicks will never have.

I swear to Trump Jesus, dry humping a Latin American chick is more fulfilling and fun than actually banging an American slut. Welcome to the Twilight Zone.





Time to get some sleep but it's Cherry Garcia time first.

5 years down the drain, she left me today.

Shame, she was a good girl.

drunk delete

In public places I feel great. When I'm going around day to day I actually enjoy my routine, but when I get back home and am alone with my thoughts I can't help it. I feel like shit.

All my worries and all my negativity hit me like a truck. I feel the lowest of lows when I'm alone with my thoughts.

Is it just me?

The booze has me monologuing again. I don't know I just feel really alone even though my friends are a phone call away.

Went out solo in Taipei tonight. Spent too much money, drank too much... Approached a shitload of girls, didn't pull in the end. Damn, Taipei is a hard place to pull.

I'm going to go camping and explore nature and clear my mind from all the shit I've been going through recently. I'm also going to bring some 50 dollar bottles of wine and enjoy the fuck out of them with friends.

I hope I don't get mauled by a bear.

See you guys next week.

Goddamn are women gullible. You can trick them while you're drunk and they're sober.

Just came from a "latte throwdown" where baristas make coffee art and hipsters watch. They had a comedian emcee it but it was definitely not his normal crowd. He did not give a fuck. A few of his gems:

"This place looks like a gathering of school shooters who forgot the bullets. A bunch of columbiners."

"Yall are all degenerates. And i assume yall root for hillary."

First time I've heard anyone not influenced by this forum and Moma use the term lizards. Action Bronson uses it in his verse

Also, a dope as fuck as song. Black Thought never receives enought credit, bars on bars on bars on bars on bars

Sometimes, you can spit the tightest game to an average chick and get nowhere. Other times, you pull a fine piece without breaking a sweat. The game can be random.

Hell fucking yeah I'm fucking drunk and shit and have a girl giving me fuck me eyes it'll be my 3rd one today after a month long dry spell. When I started this message I was going to ask where are the girls tonight in LA....

Ok where are the bitches at in Los Angeles? My sexual appetite only increases after every Heineken!! Let's go!! 3 inches of blue steel baby!!

The reason why Eminem is the GOAT is because he never ended a rhyme with nigga. i like black thought but he ended his first 4 bars with nigga. Fuck Outta Here With That Bullshit

Someone told me this; and I had to make it my signature.
*and* I'm durnk right now, so proper thread placement!

Drinking some Russian Moskovskaja Pivovarennaja beer at my place and waiting for a low 6 to respond something to me in Tinder as it hit me - I live in center of Tallinn, 5 minutes from old town, speak the language and have good game that applies very well here. Gotta get my ass out there now and uninstall that stupid app that makes me lazy.

Several beers and a half a pitcher of vodka redbull in, gods willing I get some pussy an make it home. I leave my 360 to MiscBrah , you faggot

(06-04-2016 12:01 AM)YoungBlade Wrote:  Several beers and a half a pitcher of vodka redbull in, gods willing I get some pussy an make it home. I leave my 360 to MiscBrah , you faggot

Drive safe fagit

Was out drinking in the neighborhood I grew up, met a couple who I went to high school with.
No shame, the girl remembered me, saying I used to be stuck up and careless (I was actually self aware, shy, and quiet). Anyways she looks ok so I start chatting with her about funny random shit I've done since HS, buying shots, full of energy, happiness. Next thing I know we are interchanging numbers to "keep in touch"
So I take off and as soon as I get home, she texts me "why did you leave so early, we were having so much fun"....I'm tired and just wanna pass out so I just text her my address not really caring what happens. A couple minutes later she is blowing up my phone saying she is outside, I let her in, I start making out with her and got the laid. This girl is on the top 5 freaks I've been with, not because of skill, but effort! She is laying in my bed while I type this. I really love women adorning my bed and I love to cuddle so she's not getting kicked out. I've felt so empty these last few months and this girls comes and stirs everything up!!