I am going to buy land on an island in Estonia. I will eventually move there...when I retire. A girl I met through couchsurfing that lives there is helping me find a place. I have met her a few times. She lives there with her son and family. I made a deal with her that I will buy two places and one of them will be for like a cottage and a sauna. She can basically have or use the sauna place. She was in the army and has been all over that island. I have been looking up places that are for sale and she actually went to some to look and send me pictures. Many places hold water in the soil and turn into a frozen swamp, during winter.
I know that I should not get involved with a single mother. She has a boyfriend too. But he travels and is only in Estonia a couple months a year. So, I am not worried about this turning into more than anything that it is right now.
But I would still fuck her, bastard baby and barely average face...not withstanding. I have been to this place a few times and I know I wanted to buy a place and build something there. I had prayed and started searching for ways to make it happen and it is starting to look like it will. It will just take time.
And I am interested in meeting some one from there too. So, I am looking forward to having a very interesting year,
I'm recovering from an injury and I can tell my physique is starting to fall off, but no big deal, I can pick it up. Was really sick this week and one of my plates cooked me food and took care of me, filled me up with good meds and nutrition. I can actually do some more activity now so I'm looking forward to getting back on top of fitness and eventually doing some more training for my two favorite sports. Can't wait to come back stronger.
Got a big event coming up and I'll get to collect a trophy and make my friends and family proud and it's Friday, who doesn't like a Friday?
A woman I know has become red-pilled. We both attended a Catholic Fundamentalist College that was super fucked up and left. She called me recently and told me she can't stand working with women because all they try to do is destroy men for their own ego. She mentioned she'd rather work with men than women. She also hates talking to leftists and hates abortion for what it's done to women.
Plus, her mother died when she was young and her father married an evil cunt who screwed her out of the trust her mother set up for her and told up lies to send her to a Boarding School where boys and girls were being abused.
Been inspired to read more about statistics, algorithms, and programming--by a chick. Sometimes you just walk into a cool conversation with the least likely person. I have no professional interest in these subjects but I've had a passing interest for a while and I find my interest renewed.
I like that feeling of burgeoning curiosity. I'm always reading and learning but I often find I'm not fully into it. Lately, I've been taking my self-study a lot more seriously. It's fun sitting down, opening up a book and pondering the questions therein.
It reminds me of the best times from college. Cracking into a new subject and mastering it.
Wrote a song for a friend of mine.
He wasn't that into it, but he did use a guitar-hook from it to write a whole new song.
I get a writing credit and he wants me to do the guitar tracks on Wednesday.
I love watching Craig Ferguson interviews and have done so for many years, there are literally thousands of hours worth of footage up there on Youtube. Best talk show host that has ever lived, he was born to do it, I think the fact that he lived a real life that was rough before it and you can always see him being whimsical even if its tinged with a little sadness. Do you know what I mean?
I always get put in a good mood listening to him, he takes people that look completely uninteresting, gorgeous what looks to be airheads, and turns my assumptions upside down, and makes it funny, sincere and often surprisingly heavy, maybe I have that happy go lucky sense of humour that you really only get developed because you lived enough of the darkness and you choose every second of every day a better option. He'll always look for the good and the humour. Its a great reminder.
The cheaper the sets, the happier he seemed to be!
There'll be nothing like him again. This is true for many addictions and bad habits:
"This is my story because I was there when it happened... Well I was present."
Had 2 girls approach me in the same bar last Saturday night) One ended up being engaged the other ditched me for her friend as I was running GALNUC. But hey it was quite a breath of fresh air)
My cut is going well, which is great because I was starting to worry my metabolism just disappeared. Counting calories, eating less, that's been the main thing. I eat the same thing for breakfast and lunch 6 days a week. Salad for dinner 3-4 times a week. Almost no snacking. Makes eating and staying within my calories so much easier. The decision fatigue is much lower when I'm not worrying about what I want to eat everyday. And I still get to eat pizza every other week and still lose weight, so that's cool. Cardio and body weight exercises are helping too I think. Really miss compound movements, hope I can get back to and find a gym soon.
I just got back from another trip to Balkan and it was awesome as usually. I met there with my local friend and we had really good times.
Anyway, everything seems to be getting better now. As the spring comes, it fullfils me with a lot of energy. Few weeks ago I was going through dryspell and now I麓m back in game again, with few plates to bang and approaching in the streets again.
I will get almost 20% raise in job, so my sallary would be pretty good to comparison to other jobs. Previous period was difficult, because I had evaluation, but I passed it. Anyway my long-term career plan with really low chance is actually being still in the game. There were too many points where it could get stuck and now after more than a year, it hasn麓t stucked yet. Soon I will see if I get to final point, where it will be just about what I麓m capable off.
A few days ago, me and my girl were walking in the city. Next to a cafe, there was a line of huge pines in crates. One piece was lying on the floor. We just walked up to it and picked it up. The guy sitting in the gave us a thumbs up. Felt good.
I decided to get a male mentor recently. He is someone that I played poker with when I was hanging out with blue-pilled friends. We talk a bit about red-pilled stuff and politics and found common grounds.
Honestly, I haven't had a lot of male mentors. My older brother got me into red-pilled concepts but he's very busy as he's in the military. My dad passed a long time ago and my uncles haven't been helpful.
(03-09-2019 02:10 PM)debeguiled Wrote: If nothing else, skip ahead to 3:31.
This you have to see.
Perhaps the most positive moment in history.
I've seen this before. I've always thought it was funny how they spend the first minute or two with a normal song and dance routine that reminds me of the Andrews Sisters, then suddenly they go hard core freak show for the rest of the song.
Can you imaging banging one of these chicks, or better yet, all three?
I ran into one of my buddies and his girlfriend this past Wednesday, after not seeing them for over a year and a bit, and she was hotter than I remembered her (especially compared to when they first met nearly 5 years ago).